{"id":9676,"date":"2015-10-14T16:01:02","date_gmt":"2015-10-14T11:01:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9676"},"modified":"2015-10-14T16:03:59","modified_gmt":"2015-10-14T11:03:59","slug":"l%c9%99tafet-abiyeva-b%c9%99xtim-qisqanir-m%c9%99ni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9676","title":{"rendered":"L\u0259tafet Abiyeva &#8211;  B\u0259xtim q\u0131sqan\u0131r m\u0259ni"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/11179962_1441513779492142_3031429732247936003_n.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-9679\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/11179962_1441513779492142_3031429732247936003_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"Leta\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>U\u00e7uq bir komad\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm,<br \/>\nYar\u0131 qaranl\u0131qd\u0131,yar\u0131 i\u015fiqd\u0131.<br \/>\nSevgisi h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u00fc q\u0259lbin<br \/>\nArzusu \u00fcmid\u0259 bir sarma\u015f\u0131qd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bu z\u0259rli,nax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 bahar \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc<br \/>\nBir h\u0259sr\u0259t boyad\u0131 pay\u0131z r\u0259ngin\u0259.<br \/>\nBahara g\u00f6zucu baxmayan e\u015fqim<br \/>\nVuruldu d\u0259rdl\u0259rin \u0259n g\u0259\u015f\u0259ngin\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rd-q\u0259m c\u00fcc\u0259rd\u0259n \u015fumdu \u00fcr\u0259yim,<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r yar\u0131\u015fan \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlik deyil.<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr m\u0259nims\u0259 d\u0259,qism\u0259t Allah\u0131n &#8212;<br \/>\nB\u0259xt\u0259 n\u0259 yaz\u0131lsa,o,m\u0259nlik deyil&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259xtim \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131r m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nQoymur k\u0259lm\u0259 k\u0259s\u0259m bahara dair.<br \/>\nVallah,bir g\u00fcn ax\u0131r m\u0259ni bu h\u0259sr\u0259t<br \/>\nYa d\u0259li ed\u0259c\u0259k,ya da ki,\u015fair&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k u\u00e7u\u015fuydu bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bir k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k u\u00e7u\u015fuydu bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f,<\/p>\n<p>Qanad\u0131n\u0131n tozu qald\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Bir k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k\u00a0\u00f6mr\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r\u00a0\u00f6mr\u00fc yox,<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbi bel\u0259 yand\u0131rammaz \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri \u015fehl\u0259ndirdi bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f,<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f varm\u0131\u015f bu \u015feh-sevinc sonunda.<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259siymi\u015f ayr\u0131l\u0131q,<\/p>\n<p>Bir k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k u\u00e7u\u015funun donunda.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bir u\u00e7u\u015fan k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kdi bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f,<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbim titr\u0259k u\u00e7u\u015fundan laxlad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri nazland\u0131ran sevincin<\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 qanad\u0131na ba\u011flad\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>O k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc t\u0259k na\u011f\u0131ld\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nin g\u00fcl \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ya\u015famaq&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Durnalar\u0131n h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n<p>Bir k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k h\u0259sr\u0259tini da\u015f\u0131maq&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 mu\u015ftuluqt\u0259k ayr\u0131l\u0131q<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259l\u0259sirdi s\u0259ad\u0259tin donunda.<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nin \u0259das\u0131n\u0131n,naz\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n<p>Bir ayr\u0131l\u0131q boy at\u0131rd\u0131 sonunda&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu bula\u011f\u0131n suyun i\u00e7m\u0259k g\u00fcnahd\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bir yoldayam,hava b\u00fcrk\u00fc,q\u0259lb susuz,<\/p>\n<p>Bulaq varm\u0131\u015f yolum \u00fcstd\u0259 &#8212; dumduru.<\/p>\n<p>Amma,\u00a0dem\u0259,\u00a0suyun i\u00e7m\u0259k g\u00fcnahd\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Allah,\u00a0m\u0259ni bu g\u00fcnahdan s\u0259n qoru!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu bula\u011f\u0131n durulu\u011fu,safl\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Yor\u011fun d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n g\u00fcmanlara t\u0259p\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u00fcrubda da yolun d\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 bu yerd\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>Sanarsan ki,al \u015f\u0259f\u0259qli s\u0259h\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu bula\u011f\u0131n n\u0259\u011fm\u0259si d\u0259,s\u0259si d\u0259<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lahinin b\u0259st\u0259sidi,b\u0259st\u0259si!<\/p>\n<p>Bu bulaqdan su i\u00e7m\u0259yim,\u00a0neyl\u0259yim?<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u00a0&#8212;\u00a0Allah\u0131n q\u0259lbi t\u0259\u015fn\u0259 b\u0259nd\u0259si.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin bir m\u0259qamda s\u0131nand\u0131m,<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259xt s\u0259rm\u0259stdi oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131 oyundan.<\/p>\n<p>Bu bula\u011f\u0131n suyun\u00a0i\u00e7m\u0259k g\u00fcnahsa,<\/p>\n<p>Diz qatlay\u0131b i\u00e7m\u0259r\u0259m d\u0259 suyundan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcn sald\u0131n bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259n yolumu,<\/p>\n<p>Xatam varsa,f\u0259rman\u0131nla h\u0259bs eyl\u0259<\/p>\n<p>Bu bulaqdan su i\u00e7m\u0259yim g\u00fcnahsa,<\/p>\n<p>Allah,m\u0259ni bu g\u00fcnahdan hifz eyl\u0259! .<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Lal\u0259-sevgim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ad\u0131n doda\u011f\u0131mda bitdi lal\u0259t\u0259k,<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259 lal\u0259ni yolumun \u00fcstd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0131xd\u0131m l\u0259\u00e7\u0259yini \u0259lim buland\u0131,<\/p>\n<p>Qan s\u0131zd\u0131 haval\u0131 hal\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u0259n\u0259 sevgimdi lal\u0259y\u0259 ke\u00e7ib,<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00fcr\u0259k qan\u0131md\u0131,\u0259lim\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259lbim\u0259 \u0259kdim<\/p>\n<p>, B\u0259s niy\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259rib dilim\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b?&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Da\u011flara qar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Da\u011flara qar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,donur n\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni ba\u011fina \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma,ba\u011fban.<br \/>\nQ\u0131rov i\u015fildayir budaqlar \u00fcstd\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma,ba\u011fban.<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011flara qar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb,g\u00f6r bir n\u0259 vaxtdi?!<br \/>\nAllah \u00f6z\u00fc k\u0259ssin verdiyi baxt\u0131.<br \/>\nRuhun bu ac g\u00fcn\u00fc,ya\u015f\u0131n bu vaxt\u0131<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma,ba\u011fban.<\/p>\n<p>Bu ba\u011fin meyv\u0259si \u00e7oxdan d\u0259yibdi,<br \/>\nD\u0259ymi\u015f meyv\u0259sini d\u0259r\u0259n d\u0259ribdi&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259ni ismar\u0131ca kim g\u00f6nd\u0259ribdi?<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni ba\u011fina \u00e7a\u011firma,ba\u011fban.<\/p>\n<p>Baxma k\u00f6nl\u00fcm acd\u0131,i\u015ftaham k\u00fcs\u00fcb,<br \/>\nBu ba\u011f\u0131n yoluna kims\u0259 g\u00fcl d\u00fcz\u00fcb&#8230;<br \/>\nL\u0259pirin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 y\u00fcz l\u0259pir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma,ba\u011fban&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011flara qar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qar\u015f\u0131da q\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nBu soyuq ger\u00e7\u0259kd\u0259n al\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nBu vaxtsiz d\u0259v\u0259tdi,bo\u015f \u00e7a\u011fir\u0131\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma,ba\u011fban.<\/p>\n<p>Vaxtinda g\u0259ls\u0259ydim,onda n\u0259 d\u0259rdim?! &#8211;<br \/>\n\u0130p\u0259k g\u00fcl\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u00f6l\u0259rdim&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259r\u0259rdim,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi gecikmi\u015f\u0259m,gecdi,gec daha&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u0259l,m\u0259ni ba\u011fina \u00e7a\u011firma,ba\u011fban,<br \/>\nDa\u015fin inad\u0131ndan,s\u0131\u011f\u0131n Allaha,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rma,ba\u011fban.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>\u018fzizim, bal \u0259tirli<br \/>\nBal dadl\u0131, bal \u0259tirli.<br \/>\nS\u0259ni m\u0259nim \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259<br \/>\nKim \u00e7\u0259kdi, kim g\u0259tirdi?<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin k\u00f6nl\u00fcn bir \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k,<br \/>\nM\u0259nims\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm p\u0259t\u0259k.<br \/>\nSevgin sevdal\u0131 ar\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u0259l, bala bat\u0131b ged\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fzizim, bald\u0131 sevgim,<br \/>\nBal pay\u0131m, ball\u0131 sevgim.<br \/>\nRuhumu u\u00e7urubdu<br \/>\nRuhu haval\u0131 sevgim.<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"9676\">Yaz\u0131ya 575 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>U\u00e7uq bir komad\u0131 s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm, Yar\u0131 qaranl\u0131qd\u0131,yar\u0131 i\u015fiqd\u0131. Sevgisi h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u00fc q\u0259lbin Arzusu \u00fcmid\u0259 bir sarma\u015f\u0131qd\u0131. Bu z\u0259rli,nax\u0131\u015fl\u0131 bahar \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc Bir h\u0259sr\u0259t boyad\u0131 pay\u0131z r\u0259ngin\u0259. Bahara g\u00f6zucu baxmayan e\u015fqim Vuruldu d\u0259rdl\u0259rin \u0259n g\u0259\u015f\u0259ngin\u0259. D\u0259rd-q\u0259m c\u00fcc\u0259rd\u0259n \u015fumdu \u00fcr\u0259yim, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r yar\u0131\u015fan \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlik deyil. \u00d6m\u00fcr m\u0259nims\u0259 d\u0259,qism\u0259t Allah\u0131n &#8212; B\u0259xt\u0259 n\u0259 yaz\u0131lsa,o,m\u0259nlik deyil&#8230; B\u0259xtim \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131r m\u0259ni, Qoymur [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9676"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9676"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9676\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9680,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9676\/revisions\/9680"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9676"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9676"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9676"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}