{"id":9713,"date":"2015-10-17T14:20:25","date_gmt":"2015-10-17T09:20:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9713"},"modified":"2015-10-17T14:20:25","modified_gmt":"2015-10-17T09:20:25","slug":"zakir-h%c9%99s%c9%99nov-v%c9%99falim-m%c9%99nim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9713","title":{"rendered":"ZAK\u0130R H\u018fS\u018fNOV &#8211; V\u018fFALIM M\u018fN\u0130M"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/zakir.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright wp-image-9714 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/zakir-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"zakir\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" \/><\/a><em><strong>\u00a0( Xatir\u0259 &#8211; esse )<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bu g\u00fcn s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm&#8230; H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi yaydan-yaya k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rsan&#8230; El\u0259 ayaq\u00fcst\u00fc hal-\u0259hval tutduq&#8230; \u00c7ox ist\u0259rdim ki, saatlarla oturub u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 xat\u0131rlayaq&#8230; Heyif u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan&#8230; \u015e\u0259n, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z g\u00fcnl\u0259r&#8230; Bir- birimiz\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r edirdik&#8230; M\u0259n \u00e7ox kitab oxuyurdum dey\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kitabsev\u0259r kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n&#8230; S\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259ri sevirdin&#8230; M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259ri sevirdim&#8230; ( M\u0259n, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259, g\u00fcll\u0259ri sevirdim )<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>Eh&#8230; Aylar, ill\u0259r n\u0259 tez ke\u00e7di&#8230; Bu g\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcz iyirmi il gizli saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir sirri a\u00e7mal\u0131 olaca\u011fam&#8230; D\u00fcz iyirmi ildir ki, M\u018fN S\u018fN\u0130 SEV\u0130R\u018fM. Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn ke\u00e7mi\u015fim kino lenti kimi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7di. G\u00f6zd\u0259n iraq olan k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259n d\u0259 iraq olurmu\u015f&#8230; S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ll\u0259\u015firs\u0259n&#8230; Bir anl\u0131q qara g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131m&#8230; G\u00f6zl\u0259rin yalan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r ki dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r&#8230; Yen\u0259 tez- tez g\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259 ili\u015fib qal\u0131r&#8230; H\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 zarafata sal\u0131b &#8221; Qocal\u0131rsan ha &#8221; deyirs\u0259n&#8230; Y\u0259qin bunu s\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt ist\u0259m\u0259zs\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n el\u0259 bilirdim \u0259vv\u0259l- ax\u0131r s\u0259ni unudaca\u011fam. Yox&#8230; G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, ist\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259ni unuda bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m&#8230; S\u0259ni unutmaqm\u0131 olar?! Ax\u0131 s\u0259n m\u0259nim v\u0259fal\u0131msan! H\u0259! V\u018fFALIM M\u018fN\u0130M!<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcst- ba\u015f\u0131m s\u0259liq\u0259li olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131, d\u0259rsl\u0259rimi d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyard\u0131m. S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 &#8220;M\u00fc\u0259llim olacaqsan &#8221; dey\u0259rdin. ( Bu,\u00a0 m\u0259nim \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck arzum idi. ) \u018fn \u00e7ox da \u0259ll\u0259rim\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d aparard\u0131n. \u018fll\u0259rim\u0259 bax\u0131b\u00a0 &#8220;G\u00f6r\u0259n, hans\u0131 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259ri s\u0131\u011fallayacaq&#8221; dey\u0259rdin. Dey\u0259rdin ki &#8221; M\u0259n ya m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, ya da, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. &#8221; M\u0259n \u0259sl m\u0259tl\u0259bi anlay\u0131rd\u0131m. Amma&#8230; U\u015faq idik ki u\u015faq&#8230; M\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim olaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 q\u0259t etmi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7di&#8230; M\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirdik. M\u00fc\u0259llimlik arzum ba\u015f tutmad\u0131. H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 yolland\u0131m. On s\u0259kkiz aydan sonra k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131m. \u0130lk soru\u015fdu\u011fum s\u0259n oldun. Dedil\u0259r &#8220;k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc&#8221; . H\u0259&#8230; K\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc&#8230; M\u0259nim s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 duran ilk m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tim m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 getmi\u015fdi&#8230; M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc tutmal\u0131 oldum: 22 ya\u015f\u0131mda texnikuma s\u0259n\u0259d verdim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Biz s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 sadiq qald\u0131q&#8230; M\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llim oldum, s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim yolda\u015f\u0131&#8230; V\u018fFALIM M\u018fN\u0130M<\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"9713\">Yaz\u0131ya 1010 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0( Xatir\u0259 &#8211; esse ) \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bu g\u00fcn s\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcm&#8230; H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi yaydan-yaya k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rsan&#8230; El\u0259 ayaq\u00fcst\u00fc hal-\u0259hval tutduq&#8230; \u00c7ox ist\u0259rdim ki, saatlarla oturub u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 xat\u0131rlayaq&#8230; Heyif u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan&#8230; \u015e\u0259n, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z g\u00fcnl\u0259r&#8230; Bir- birimiz\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r edirdik&#8230; M\u0259n \u00e7ox kitab oxuyurdum dey\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kitabsev\u0259r kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131n&#8230; S\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259ri sevirdin&#8230; M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259ri [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9713"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9713"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9713\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9715,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9713\/revisions\/9715"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9713"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9713"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9713"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}