{"id":9806,"date":"2015-10-27T12:48:59","date_gmt":"2015-10-27T08:48:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9806"},"modified":"2015-10-27T12:48:59","modified_gmt":"2015-10-27T08:48:59","slug":"osip-mandelstam-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9806","title":{"rendered":"Osip Mandel\u015ftam  &#8211; \u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/osip.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft wp-image-9807\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/10\/osip.jpg\" alt=\"osip\" width=\"353\" height=\"220\" \/><\/a>T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 i\u015fi , \u0259sas\u0259n d\u0259 rus \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131ndan b\u0259dii t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259r\u00e7oxdand\u0131r ki, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131na \u00e7evrilib. Anna Axmatova, Marina Svetayeva, Eduard Asadov, Fyodor T\u00fct\u00e7ev, Mixail Sinelnikov v\u0259 s&#8230; kimi rus \u015fairl\u0259rinin \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini ana dilimiz\u0259 \u00e7evirm\u0259kd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck z\u00f6vq al\u0131ram. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir yazar\u0131 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etm\u0259k \u2013 onun i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131na m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 etm\u0259k, onu anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaq\u00a0 v\u0259 bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir rola girm\u0259k dem\u0259kdir.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00c7oxu art\u0131q haqq d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda olan dahil\u0259ri yada salmaq, ba\u015fqa bir xalqa t\u0259qdim etm\u0259k, sevib-sevdirm\u0259k \u2013onlar\u0131 yenid\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyaya qaytarma\u011fa b\u0259rab\u0259rdir.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Taleyi haradasa \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc he\u00e7 zaman g\u00f6rm\u0259diyim, lakin h\u0259r zaman sevgi duydu\u011fum babam \u015e\u0259rif b\u0259y \u015e\u0131xlinskinin taleyin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n Osip Mandel\u015ftam\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259bii ki, bigan\u0259 qala bilm\u0259zdim.O, bir ba\u015fqa g\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 malik \u015feirl\u0259ril\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259zliy\u0259 qovu\u015fmu\u015flardan, ad\u0131n\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyata v\u0259 \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 h\u0259kk etmi\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259ndir.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00dcmidvaram ki, Az\u0259rbaycan oxucusu da m\u0259nim q\u0259d\u0259r bu b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz yazar\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini sev\u0259c\u0259kdir.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Afaq \u015eIXLI<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Moskva<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Z\u0259rif bir ax\u015famd\u0131r&#8230; Alaqaranl\u0131q&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131nan l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259r yorur d\u0259nizi.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130slaq k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sib h\u0259rd\u0259n bir anl\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Duzlu bir \u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr bizi.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130\u015f\u0131qlar qaral\u0131r, qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r al\u0259m,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Dal\u011falar sahili meyxo\u015f eyl\u0259yir&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Yersiz sevinc kimi s\u0259b\u0259bsiz bu q\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>A\u011f\u0131r bir y\u00fck olubq\u0259ddimi \u0259yir.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u0259zir qula\u011f\u0131mda d\u0259niz n\u0259f\u0259si,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Hava da m\u0259st edir, gec\u0259 d\u0259 qara&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Mahn\u0131 s\u0259dalar\u0131, musiqi s\u0259si<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sanki layla \u00e7al\u0131r yorulanlara&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ay gec\u0259! N\u0259yin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259y\u0259m ki, m\u0259n?..<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n ki, h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259d\u0259f kimiy\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u0259yaz mirvarisi \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f \u0259lind\u0259n,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sahil\u0259 at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u0259d\u0259f kimiy\u0259m. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259n ilham alark\u0259n gur l\u0259p\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Duymaq ist\u0259m\u0259zs\u0259n s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259timi.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Amma ki, salarsan yad\u0131na bird\u0259n,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Laz\u0131ms\u0131z bildiyin m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259timi.\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Uzan\u0131b yan\u0131mda qumlar \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fynim\u0259 n\u0259vazi\u015f geyindir\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bunca ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n durub q\u0259sdin\u0259,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc doyunca sevindir\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>At\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u0259d\u0259fin s\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flar,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sevgi n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sini oxuyar sular.<br \/>\nD\u0259nizl\u0259, \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259, mehl\u0259, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fla<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Kims\u0259siz q\u0259lb evim isin\u0259r, dolar.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>*** <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu ac\u0131 soyuqda titr\u0259yir\u0259m m\u0259n,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Dilim d\u0259 tutulub, a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131r keyim.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6yl\u0259r hakimis\u0259 &#8211; q\u0131z\u0131l \u015f\u0259hzad\u0259m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n\u0259 h\u00f6km el\u0259yirn\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r deyim.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>A\u015f\u0131q ol, h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k, yaz\u0131q n\u0259\u011fm\u0259kar!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>A\u011fla ki, bu al\u0259m duysun s\u0259sini!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Tutub \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 apar<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu t\u0259nha, at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yer k\u00fcr\u0259sini.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8230;Dem\u0259k bel\u0259 imi\u015f h\u0259qiqi hissl\u0259r &#8211;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sirli kainatla \u00fcr\u0259k sazi\u015fi!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ruhunu g\u00f6yn\u0259dib b\u0259lk\u0259 t\u0259mizl\u0259r?<br \/>\nKim\u0259 b\u0259llidir ki, talenin i\u015fi!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n n\u0259 olarsap\u0131b yolundan<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Al\u0131\u015fan ulduz da \u00fc\u015f\u00fcs\u0259 bird\u0259n?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Pasl\u0131 biriyn\u0259t\u0259k batsa qoluma,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Duysam bigan\u0259lik t\u0259mas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><\/p>\n<p><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>*** <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Neyl\u0259yim, ilahi, bu can\u0131 ax\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259nhad\u0131r, bu q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131n&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>N\u0259f\u0259sim, sevincim, h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131m var,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sakith\u0259yat\u0131ma kimdi s\u0259b\u0259bkar?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6z\u00fcm h\u0259m \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m, h\u0259m d\u0259 ki, ba\u011fban,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259bu d\u00fcnya &#8211; zindan.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u00f6zl\u0259rim iz sal\u0131b&#8230; boylanm\u0131\u015fam m\u0259n <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6mr\u00fcn \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\nYollar\u0131m- izl\u0259rim b\u0259lk\u0259 az olub&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>H\u0259r \u015fey vaxt \u00f6td\u00fckc\u0259 tan\u0131nmaz olub&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Lakin ill\u0259r \u00f6ts\u0259, unutsa h\u0259r k\u0259s,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Vurdu\u011fum nax\u0131\u015flar silin\u0259 bilm\u0259z!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><\/p>\n<p><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>*** <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 oturaq g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Neft \u0259tri qoxuyan gec\u0259y\u0259 baxaq.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 b\u0131\u00e7aq v\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130st\u0259s\u0259n oca\u011f\u0131 yand\u0131r, isin\u0259k.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ya da k\u0259ndir g\u0259tir, s\u0259b\u0259t toxuyaq,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k gizlic\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 oxuyaq.<\/p>\n<p>Min\u0259k bir qatara, itir\u0259k izi,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>He\u00e7 zaman he\u00e7 kims\u0259 tapmas\u0131n bizi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>***<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Duyuldu ah\u0259st\u0259, z\u0259rifc\u0259 bir s\u0259s,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Me\u015f\u0259 s\u00fckutunu pozdu bu gec\u0259;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>He\u00e7 bir \u015fey g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n saxlana bilm\u0259z &#8211;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir b\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259rmi\u015fdi kims\u0259 gizlic\u0259&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>*** <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u0259nizin <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>inc\u0259d\u0259n inc\u0259dir s\u0259nin,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018fll\u0259rin<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u0259yazdan b\u0259yazd\u0131r!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u018ffsus,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6vlad\u0131 deyils\u0259n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259n bu al\u0259min,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259r n\u0259 varsa &#8211;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259xsus!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259xsusdur<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015eux barmaqlar\u0131n,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Giley-g\u00fczar\u0131n\u0131n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015eirinliyi d\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>O asta,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Mehriban<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Dan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131n,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u0259rinliyi d\u0259&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><br \/>\n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>*** <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Na\u011f\u0131l kitablar\u0131 oxuyub yen\u0259,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>M\u0259sum x\u0259yallar\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131ma,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Son qoya bil\u0259ydim q\u0259m yadda\u015f\u0131ma,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u0259rdimi yollay\u0131b d\u00fcn\u0259nki g\u00fcn\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu h\u0259yat yamanca bezdirib m\u0259ni&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>He\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u0259 ummuram daha \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Lakin d\u00f6nm\u00fcr \u00fcr\u0259kdo\u011fdu\u011fu yerd\u0259n,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sevm\u0259y\u0259 bilmir\u0259mdo\u011fma v\u0259t\u0259ni!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sal\u0131ncaq qurdu\u011fum o h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc ba\u011f \u2013<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259m olmayan qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z yerim&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;Y\u0259qin say\u0131qlay\u0131r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>K\u00fcknarlar alt\u0131nda, ham\u0131dan uzaq&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ruscadan \u00e7evirdi: Afaq \u015eIXLI\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"bawpvc-ajax-counter\" data-id=\"9806\">Yaz\u0131ya 1195 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 i\u015fi , \u0259sas\u0259n d\u0259 rus \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131ndan b\u0259dii t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259r\u00e7oxdand\u0131r ki, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131na \u00e7evrilib. Anna Axmatova, Marina Svetayeva, Eduard Asadov, Fyodor T\u00fct\u00e7ev, Mixail Sinelnikov v\u0259 s&#8230; kimi rus \u015fairl\u0259rinin \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini ana dilimiz\u0259 \u00e7evirm\u0259kd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck z\u00f6vq al\u0131ram. Bir yazar\u0131 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 etm\u0259k \u2013 onun i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyas\u0131na m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 etm\u0259k, onu anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaq\u00a0 v\u0259 bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15,18,3],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9806"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9806"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9806\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9808,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9806\/revisions\/9808"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9806"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9806"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9806"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}