{"id":9818,"date":"2015-10-27T17:10:12","date_gmt":"2015-10-27T13:10:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9818"},"modified":"2015-10-27T17:10:12","modified_gmt":"2015-10-27T13:10:12","slug":"izmirde-sonbahar-ve-beyaz-toros-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9818","title":{"rendered":"\u0130zmir’de Sonbahar ve Beyaz Toros-2"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"umit<\/a>Tanr\u0131 her yerdedir ama ibadet yerleri her yerde de\u011fil… \u0130\u00e7i bo\u015f duvarlar bu kenti ve insanlar\u0131 aldatmaktad\u0131r. Camilerin \u00e7o\u011fu, Y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f havralar\u0131n sesi de \u00f6yle. Kiliselerin renkli korolar\u0131 d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda tuzaklar\u0131 da kalmad\u0131. Kitap, film, hayaller ve uyu\u015fturucu da\u011f\u0131tan misyonerler \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131yor Eski Bornova da. \u0130ncil\u2019den u\u00e7urtmalar yapan \u00e7ocuklar, sonbahar\u0131n pe\u015finden gidiyorlar.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fczy\u0131llard\u0131r ayn\u0131 ate\u015fi saklayan f\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131lar\u0131n gevrek hamurunda susama d\u00fc\u015fen lekeler mevsimdendi. B\u00fct\u00fcn gevrekler, sar\u0131da kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n ilgisini \u00e7ekmeden f\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131n\u0131n ah\u015fap ve derin tablas\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fc halinde ge\u00e7ecek ve hi\u00e7biri \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylemeyen sonbahar giysili \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 bekleyerek eskiyecekti.<\/p>\n

Her \u015fey eskiyor. Mevsimler de b\u00f6yle\u2026 \u0130nsanlar\u0131n ya\u015flanmas\u0131 de\u011fil eskimesi konusunda ilahiler okuyan k\u0131zlar\u0131n havraya gidi\u015fleri de bir \u00e2lem. T\u0131pk\u0131 sinemada izledikleri filmler gibi geli\u015fmiyor hayat. Onlar\u0131n da kendi \u00e7\u0131kmazlar\u0131nda ay sonu kanlar\u0131 ve birbirine kapt\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131 yal\u0131\u00e7apk\u0131n\u0131 ku\u015flar\u0131n melodik seslerinde uyuyan hayalleri vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Kimin hayali yok ki!<\/p>\n

Hayaller mevsimlerle gelip gider. Pe\u015flerinden giden delikanl\u0131lar\u0131n en sonuncusunu dondurmac\u0131 yoku\u015funda merdivenlerin son basama\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6rfeze tepeden bakarken k\u0131z\u0131l ve uykulu bir \u00c7ingenenin bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla vurdular.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131k iflah olmaz dedi\u011fim bu adam bendim.<\/p>\n

Son Ball\u0131kuyu, otob\u00fcs\u00fc i\u015fe yeti\u015fmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan delikanl\u0131lar\u0131n kanlar\u0131n\u0131 da sar\u0131ya boyayarak \u00c7ingene yoku\u015fundan, patl\u0131canl\u0131 yoku\u015fa ba\u011f\u0131ran gevrek\u00e7i \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n sesiyle da\u011f\u0131lan susamlar\u0131n k\u0131zarmam\u0131\u015f olanlar yine mevsime uygun sar\u0131 sa\u00e7l\u0131yd\u0131. Hi\u00e7bir zaman ben bu rengi giyemedim. Ben esmerdim. En kat\u0131 mevsimlerin renklerinden geliyordum. Ya k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131m veya siyah. U\u00e7 renklerden beslenen hayallerimizin i\u00e7inde hep sonbahar y\u00fczl\u00fc, serin sa\u00e7l\u0131 ve sar\u0131 \u015fiirleri olan k\u0131zlar vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cZozan ve Orhan Eren \u00e7ifti iki \u00e7ocuklu bir aileydi. Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019dan Kulp il\u00e7esindeki \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 almaya giden hem\u015fire Zozan ve e\u015fi Orhan Eren yolda durdurularak beyaz bir Toros\u2019a bindirildi. Ara\u00e7lar\u0131 yolda terk edilmi\u015f olarak bulunan Eren \u00e7iftinden bir daha haber al\u0131namad\u0131.\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ama olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Ne kent saklad\u0131 bu renklerin masal\u0131n\u0131 ne masallar anlad\u0131 bu kentin \u00e7ocuk bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu zaman. Her k\u00f6\u015fede bir pelerin de\u011fi\u015ftirerek bizi de sakl\u0131yordu hayallerimizden. Hep h\u00fcz\u00fcn, hep sar\u0131 ve hafif bir ya\u011fmurun ayak izlerini saklayan kald\u0131r\u0131m ta\u015flar\u0131 sarho\u015ftu\u00a0 yorgun bir faytoncunun son yudumu kalm\u0131\u015f \u015farab\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

A\u015f\u0131k olmak istiyorum. Bu renkleri giyerek \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nlar gibi \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n sofras\u0131nda h\u00fcz\u00fcn bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 saklayarak oynamal\u0131y\u0131m hayat\u0131m\u0131n bu sonbahar oyununu. Perdeler a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r \u00e7ekilmeli mevsimin ve ben doya s\u0131ya \u0131slanmal\u0131y\u0131m k\u00f6rfezin alt\u0131n rengini saklayan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan. K\u00f6rfeze d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp bal\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmeliyim ve Pagos tepesine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p hayat\u0131n en uzun kuyruklu yalan\u0131yla u\u00e7urtmam\u0131 as\u0131k suratl\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne g\u00f6ndermeliyim. Ko\u015fturmal\u0131y\u0131m, ya\u011fmurdan \u00f6nce ku\u015flar\u0131n saklamba\u00e7 sokaklar\u0131nda, bilmedi\u011fim \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6ylemeliyim. Kendimi r\u0131ht\u0131ma vurmal\u0131 ve orda sevgilisini bekleyen ya\u015f\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f bir k\u0131z\u0131n kollar\u0131nda sabah\u00e7\u0131 meyhanecinin kokan a\u011fz\u0131yla g\u00fcl\u00fcp g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde \u0131s\u0131nmal\u0131y\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Yal\u0131 \u00e7apk\u0131n\u0131 ku\u015flar\u0131n sonbahar\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131layan \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131yla darac\u0131k sokaklardan t\u00fcts\u00fclenmi\u015f Namazg\u00e2h\u2019a ve ordan Selvili Mescit avlusunda as\u0131l\u0131 duran ney sesine ula\u015f\u0131p yar\u0131m kalan masallar\u0131m\u0131 dinlemeliyim. Bu kente, tanr\u0131n\u0131n penceresinden bakan b\u00fct\u00fcn ku\u015flar\u0131 toplay\u0131p ha\u015flanm\u0131\u015f yumurta kokusu ve boyoz tad\u0131yla imbat\u0131n ayak izlerinde yeni a\u015fklar aramal\u0131y\u0131m. Oyuncaklar, bayram yerleri, u\u00e7urtmalar, g\u00fclen aynalar, odun ate\u015finden kokusunu alm\u0131\u015f susamlar ve \u00e7i\u00e7ek satan b\u00fct\u00fcn havarilerle kol kola gitmeliyim.<\/p>\n

\u201cFehmi Tosun Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019\u0131n Lice il\u00e7esine ba\u011fl\u0131 \u00c7avundur k\u00f6y\u00fcnde ya\u015f\u0131yordu. Korucu olmay\u0131 kabul etmeyen Tosun 1991\u2019de k\u00f6ye yap\u0131lan bask\u0131nda askerlerce g\u00f6zalt\u0131na al\u0131nd\u0131.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Uzun s\u00fcre g\u00f6zalt\u0131na tutuldu, i\u015fkence g\u00f6rd\u00fc. PKK\u2019ye yard\u0131m ve yatakl\u0131k su\u00e7lamas\u0131yla ceza ald\u0131. 1994\u2019te cezaevinden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca tekrar polislerce aranmaya ba\u015fland\u0131.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019da can g\u00fcvenli\u011fi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in ailesiyle birlikte \u0130stanbul\u2019a ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131. 36 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki be\u015f \u00e7ocuk babas\u0131 Fehmi Tosun, 19 Ekim 1995\u2019te Avc\u0131lar\u2019da ki evinin \u00f6n\u00fcnden silahl\u0131, telsizli sivil polislerce 34 UD .. plakal\u0131 beyaz Renault marka araca zorla bindirilerek g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

E\u015fi Han\u0131m Tosun ve \u0130nsan Haklar\u0131 Derne\u011fi t\u00fcm yasal yollara ba\u015fvurdu. Fehmi Tosun\u2019un g\u00f6zalt\u0131na al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 inkar edildi. Ama d\u00f6rt y\u0131l sonra g\u00f6zalt\u0131na al\u0131nan karde\u015fi, ter\u00f6rle m\u00fccadele \u015fubesinde \u201cSeni de a\u011fabeyin gibi \u00f6ld\u00fcrelim mi?\u201d diye tehdit edildi. Ailesi hala onu ar\u0131yor.\u201d<\/em><\/strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaz s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131, yang\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131l a\u015fklar\u0131, ilkbahar\u0131n ye\u015fil \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131, k\u0131\u015f\u0131n beyaza boyanan ve donan b\u00fct\u00fcn hayallerini derin bir gecenin r\u00fcyas\u0131nda b\u0131rak\u0131p soka\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kmal\u0131y\u0131m. \u00c7\u0131lg\u0131n bir r\u00fczgar\u0131n a\u015fka ko\u015fan kanatlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak soyunmal\u0131y\u0131m.Pir c\u00fcmle g\u00fcnahkarlar bu mevsimde beni bekliyor\u2026Yaz\u2026<\/p>\n

\u201cBeyaz Toros\u201d bu memlekette sadece bir otomobil markas\u0131 de\u011fil.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Silopi, Cizre, Bismil, Kulp il\u00e7elerinden Avrupa \u0130nsan Haklar\u0131 Mahkemesi\u2019ne uzanan, herkesin bildi\u011fi ama devletin bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc kabul etmedi\u011fi g\u00f6zalt\u0131nda (zorla) kaybetmelerin simgesi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0Beyaz Toros diye bilinen eski Renault marka ara\u00e7, i\u00e7ine zorla bindirilenin bir daha g\u00f6r\u00fclmedi\u011fi, 90\u2019l\u0131 y\u0131llarda K\u00fcrt illerinde dola\u015fan bir hayaletken, Ba\u015fbakan Ahmet Davuto\u011flu\u2019nun \u015fu s\u00f6zleriyle tekrar g\u00fcndeme geldi: \u201cAK Parti iktidardan indirilirse buralarda ter\u00f6r \u00e7eteleri dola\u015facak, beyaz Toros\u2019lar dola\u015facak.\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0Peki Beyaz Toros gelirse ne olur?\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn mevsimler ya\u011fmura durur Karata\u015fl\u0131 bir \u015fehirde. Sonra \u0130zmir\u2019de geminin g\u00fcvertesine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p y\u0131ld\u0131zlara bakacak kaptan. Ve sonra yeni do\u011fan \u00e7ocuklar \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yleyecekler, k\u0131zarmam\u0131\u015f gevrek \u00fczerine. Ve susacak kanatlar\u0131 ku\u015flar\u0131n ve susacak hayat\u0131n \u00e7ay demindeki a\u015fklar. Ve deniz yeni bir kente akacak, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131nda ninnileri saklanm\u0131\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn gevrek\u00e7i \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n…<\/p>\n

\u00dcmit Ya\u015far I\u015f\u0131khan<\/strong>
\npoetia.star@gmail.com<\/span>\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

(*)Ay\u00e7a S\u00f6ylemez<\/strong><\/a>–<\/strong>\u0130stanbul – B\u0130ANET Haber Merkezinden.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 900 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Tanr\u0131 her yerdedir ama ibadet yerleri her yerde de\u011fil… \u0130\u00e7i bo\u015f duvarlar bu kenti ve insanlar\u0131 aldatmaktad\u0131r. Camilerin \u00e7o\u011fu, Y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f havralar\u0131n sesi de \u00f6yle. Kiliselerin renkli korolar\u0131 d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda tuzaklar\u0131 da kalmad\u0131. Kitap, film, hayaller ve uyu\u015fturucu da\u011f\u0131tan misyonerler \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131yor Eski Bornova da. \u0130ncil\u2019den u\u00e7urtmalar yapan \u00e7ocuklar, sonbahar\u0131n pe\u015finden gidiyorlar. Y\u00fczy\u0131llard\u0131r ayn\u0131 ate\u015fi saklayan f\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131lar\u0131n gevrek […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1082,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[8,6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9818"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9818"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9818\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9819,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9818\/revisions\/9819"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/1082"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9818"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9818"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9818"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}