{"id":9851,"date":"2015-10-30T15:49:49","date_gmt":"2015-10-30T11:49:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9851"},"modified":"2015-10-30T15:55:07","modified_gmt":"2015-10-30T11:55:07","slug":"usta-veys%c9%99l-amerika-oldugumu-kims%c9%99-bilmir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9851","title":{"rendered":"Usta Veys\u0259l – Amerika oldu\u011fumu kims\u0259 bilmir…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"usta<\/a>B \u018f Y A N A T:<\/strong><\/p>\n

Epiqraf yazsayd\u0131m.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Arada\u00a0 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc\u00a0 Amerika kimi hiss el\u0259yir\u0259m.\u00a0 D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, y\u0259qin h\u0259l\u0259 k\u0259\u015ff olunmam\u0131\u015fam;<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

ya da, k\u0259\u015ff olunmu\u015fam,\u00a0 sad\u0259c\u0259, Amerika oldu\u011fumu kims\u0259 bilmir…\u00a0 \u018fn sonunda is\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259, \u201c Eh Usta,<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0259n Amerika \u2013 filan deyils\u0259n, s\u0131radan bir ustasan v\u0259ssalam,\u201d- dey\u0259, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Usta\u00a0 Veys\u0259l.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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Bu aralar bir az \u015fair kimi ya\u015famaq h\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm…\u00a0 Bilir\u0259m inanmayacaqs\u0131n\u0131z,\u00a0 amma, \u201c Adam olsayd\u0131m m\u0259n d\u0259, adamlara qo\u015fulard\u0131m,\u00a0 Adam olsayd\u0131m m\u0259n d\u0259, adam kimi ya\u015fayard\u0131m\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259n birind\u0259n\u00a0 bundan art\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k (qaba al\u0131nd\u0131sa ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n)\u00a0 a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131zl\u0131q olard\u0131. Fakt o ki, kims\u0259 bunu arzulamasa da, m\u0259n arzulad\u0131m,\u00a0 amma… \u00e7ifayda.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q kims\u0259y\u0259 sirr deyil ki,\u00a0 Az\u0259rbaycan \u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131 Monopoliyas\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0 s\u00fckan\u0131 alt\u0131m\u0131\u015fdan yuxar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259dir. M\u0259ns\u0259\u00a0 yetmi\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u0259m… V\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 olsa da, t\u0259rs kimi aram\u0131zdak\u0131 on \u00fc\u00e7 f\u0259rqini d\u0259, do\u011fma yetmi\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m.\u00a0 Deyil\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 m\u0259nim t\u0259v\u0259ll\u00fcd\u00fcm\u00fc Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kitaba da sal\u0131blar. M\u0259nim ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131ma bir ada da veribl\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259\u00a0 – \u201citmi\u015f n\u0259sil\u201d.<\/p>\n

… Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, m\u0259n he\u00e7 yer\u0259 itib el\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m \u2013 M\u018fN BURADAYAM ! Sad\u0259c\u0259, sizl\u0259r ya m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz,\u00a0 ya g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mirsiniz, ya da yetmi\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc mill\u0259t kimi varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 inkar etm\u0259kd\u0259 israr edirsiniz.<\/p>\n

… Sizl\u0259rin m\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259si\u00a0 m\u0259n\u0259\u00a0 \u00e7oxmu laz\u0131md\u0131r? \u2013 \u018fSLA.\u00a0 Diqq\u0259t edin: m\u0259n he\u00e7 bir monopoliyan\u0131n \u00fczv\u00fc deyil\u0259m \u2013 m\u0259n daha azadam; m\u0259nim kims\u0259nin\u00a0 s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259sin\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m yoxdur \u2013 z\u0259hm\u0259timl\u0259 dolanma\u011f\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k biriy\u0259m; m\u0259n\u0259 ver\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yiniz he\u00e7 bir f\u0259xri adda, titulda\u00a0 g\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxdur \u2013 ist\u0259diyiniz zaman onu m\u0259nd\u0259n ala bil\u0259c\u0259yinizi bilir\u0259m.(\u018fn son g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7\u0131xan\u00a0 \u018f.\u018fylisli\u00a0 qarda\u015f\u0131n\u00a0 t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259si)<\/p>\n

Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n:\u00a0 he\u00e7 vaxt \u018f.\u018fylislinin\u00a0 da\u015fa d\u00f6n\u0259n yuxular\u0131n\u0131 yozmaq fikrind\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fam,\u00a0 bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 o fikird\u0259n uza\u011fam. Bir t\u0259k onu bilir\u0259m ki, \u018f.\u018fylisli bu yuxular\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fc yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 idi v\u0259 m\u0259nim t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcmd\u0259 el\u0259 bel\u0259 d\u0259 qal\u0131b.\u00a0\u00a0 \u018f.\u018fylislini\u00a0 alt\u0131m\u0131\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131landan sonrak\u0131 f\u0259rq\u0259 diqq\u0259t edin \u2013 \u00e7ixilan o \u00a0olsa da, altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131lar yen\u0259 azalan t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 qald\u0131lar…<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn ist\u0259s\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 n\u0259inki q\u0131z\u0131l q\u0259l\u0259m, q\u0131z\u0131l\u00a0 mala da ver\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m; \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc ilin \u015fairi d\u0259 elan ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m… v\u0259 bunlar\u0131 n\u0259 zamansa, itirm\u0259k qorxusu ya\u015famaram.<\/p>\n

… Bu g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bu xalq\u0131n \u015fairi v\u0259 ustas\u0131 elan ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.\u00a0 Kiml\u0259rins\u0259 ac\u0131\u011f\u0131na…<\/p>\n

Usta Veys\u0259l<\/p>\n

Xalq \u015fairi, \u018fm\u0259kdar usta.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Can\u0131m<\/strong><\/p>\n

(ikiba\u015fl\u0131 \u015feir)
\nCan\u0131 kim canan\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sevs\u0259, canan\u0131n sev\u0259r,
\nCan\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn kim ki, canan\u0131n sev\u0259r, can\u0131n sev\u0259r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d\u00a0 F\u00fczuli.<\/p>\n

C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m olsun
\nc\u0259nn\u0259tin \u00f6l\u00fcm aya\u011f\u0131;
\nc\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m olsun
\ncan ver\u0259n m\u0259l\u0259yin son n\u0259f\u0259si;
\nc\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m olsun
\nhuriyi-rizvan doda\u011f\u0131,
\np\u0259ri bus\u0259si,
\nm\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 yatmaq h\u0259v\u0259si…<\/p>\n

N\u0259 olacaq, olacaq.
\nC\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 ki…
\nc\u0259nn\u0259ti neynir\u0259m.
\nS\u0259ni ist\u0259yir\u0259m,
\ncan\u0131m,
\ns\u0259ni ist\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

NOYABR,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 2014<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Filin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n

(\u00fc\u00e7ba\u015fl\u0131 \u015feir)<\/p>\n

Fil \u00f6l\u00fcm aya\u011f\u0131nda.
\nBu da ax\u0131r gedi\u015fi.
\nN\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259z, maya \u00e7\u0259km\u0259z
\nbu son, a\u011f\u0131r gedi\u015fi.<\/p>\n

Xana-xana evini,
\nelini qoyub gedir;
\nbo\u011faz\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015fan
\nhans\u0131sa taxtaba\u015fa,
\ncan\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131y\u0131b gedir.<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259 m\u0259ni d\u0259 apar,
\ndem\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 al g\u0259tir…
\nCan bala,
\nata g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 getmir,
\nata \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 gedir.<\/p>\n

Filban dediyin adam,
\ndurmad\u0131 qullu\u011funda.
\nCan verdiyin adam\u0131n,
\ntaxt\u0131 fil s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n…
\nYatd\u0131 fil qula\u011f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb,
\nba\u015f\u0131na k\u00fcl \u0259l\u0259din.
\nSonuncu gedi\u015finl\u0259,
\nham\u0131n\u0131 mat eyl\u0259din.<\/p>\n

\u0130ZAHLAR:<\/p>\n

1. D\u00fcnya oyun-oyuncaq \u2013
\noynamad\u0131q doyunca.<\/p>\n

2. H\u0259r yanda m\u00fcharib\u0259,
\nh\u0259r yanda yer davas\u0131.
\nH\u0259r yanda insanlar\u0131n
\nallahl\u0131q iddias\u0131.<\/p>\n

3. Can \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 bir qoca,
\nfil kimi yol \u00fcst\u0259di.
\nDo\u011fuldu\u011fu torpaqda,
\n\u00f6lm\u0259kdi son ist\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

4. Heyif fil g\u00f6vd\u0259mizd\u0259n,
\nHeyif fil g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n…
\nl\u0259n\u0259t \u00fcr\u0259yimiz\u0259. –
\nFil boyda ola-ola,
\nq\u0131\u00e7\u0131m\u0131z boydalar\u0131
\nald\u0131q k\u00fcr\u0259yimiz\u0259.<\/p>\n

MART,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 2014<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

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G\u00fcn var \u0259sr\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r<\/strong><\/p>\n

(roman \u015fir\u0259si)<\/p>\n

\u00c7ingiz Aytmatova<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u0259yi sar\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n
\nSar\u0131 \u00f6z\u0259yi.
\nBurada k\u0259sildi g\u00f6b\u0259yi
\ninsan o\u011flunun,
\nbu torpa\u011fa at\u0131ld\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u0259ksiz –
\ng\u00f6b\u0259ksiz adamlar,
\nk\u00f6m\u0259ksiz adamlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nburada yazd\u0131lar qanunlar\u0131,
\nburada qoydular qada\u011falar\u0131…<\/p>\n

Sonra da,
\n\u015f\u0259rqd\u0259n q\u0259rb\u0259,
\nq\u0259rbd\u0259n \u015f\u0259rq\u0259 \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u0259n qatarlar
\nburadan yayd\u0131lar yasaqlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

HA\u015e\u0130Y\u018f:<\/p>\n

N\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 al\u0131n ki, fikir
\nroman m\u00fc\u0259llifinindir.
\nBir \u015feyi d\u0259 unutmayaq:
\n\u0130lk insan\u0131n n\u0259 zaman,
\nharada yaranmas\u0131;
\nqanunlar\u0131n ilk d\u0259f\u0259
\nharada yaz\u0131lmas\u0131
\nsujetd\u0259 ba\u015f x\u0259tt deyil.
\nHe\u00e7 \u0259slind\u0259 \u0259s\u0259rd\u0259
\nParitet d\u0259
\npriaritet deyil.<\/p>\n

\u018fsas olan odur ki,
\ninsanlar yarand\u0131lar.
\n\u0130nsanlar \u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n,
\nyasaqlardan ibar\u0259t
\nqaydalar yaratd\u0131lar,
\nqanunlar yazd\u0131lar.
\nSonralar,
\nqanunlar\u0131n yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259lq\u0259d\u0259
\n\u0259sir oldu adamlar.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

EP\u0130LOQ<\/p>\n

\u00d6z\u0259yi sar\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n
\nSar\u0131 \u00f6z\u0259yi.
\nBurada qopdu h\u0259lq\u0259d\u0259n
\ninsan,
\nonun d\u0259v\u0259si
\nv\u0259 k\u00f6p\u0259yi.
\nQa\u00e7d\u0131lar \u00e7\u00f6l uzunu,
\n\u00f6z\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 sar\u0131 –
\ng\u00f6b\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 sar\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u0259v\u0259nin d\u0259risind\u0259n
\npapaq geymi\u015f adamlar,
\nonlar\u0131 tutsayd\u0131lar
\nh\u0259lq\u0259 taxacaqd\u0131lar,
\ninsan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na –
\nbeynin\u0259,
\nd\u0259v\u0259nin burnuna,
\nk\u00f6p\u0259yin boynuna.<\/p>\n

YANVAR,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 2014<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Anan\u0131 baladan ay\u0131ran,<\/p>\n

araya ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar salan avtobus<\/p>\n

A n\u00f6qt\u0259sind\u0259n\u00a0 yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

OKTYABR,\u00a0\u00a0 2015<\/p>\n

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***
\nSaat\u00a0<\/strong>
\nqara siferblat,
\ng\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259r.
\nSaat
\n\u00fcr\u0259k kimi,
\n\u00f6l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259r.
\n\u018fqr\u0259bl\u0259r
\nn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r
\ndolansa da,
\n\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qay\u0131dar,
\n\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat,
\nb\u0259li,
\nbu h\u0259yat.
\n… Z\u00fclm\u0259t gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259,
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259
\ng\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ruhlar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259r.<\/p>\n

MAY,\u00a0 2013<\/p>\n

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***<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Xarabal\u0131q<\/strong><\/p>\n

D\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259,
\ndivar,
\ntavan –
\nh\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f,
\nh\u0259r yan
\nqan.
\nQan i\u00e7ind\u0259dir divardan
\nx\u0259rit\u0259 kimi as\u0131lan
\nb\u00fct\u00f6v Az\u0259rbaycan.
\nK\u0259lm\u0259-k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259risi soyulan
\n\u015fair heyk\u0259ll\u0259rinin,
\nah\u0131ndan tutu\u015fan s\u00f6z
\nh\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259nir.
\nBurada \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l r\u0259sm \u0259s\u0259ri
\n\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rli mu\u011fam \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nir.
\nK\u00fcnc\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f
\nsiyirm\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131q qalan dolabdan
\nh\u00f6rm\u0259tli,
\nunudulmaz m\u0259ktublar\u0131n
\nh\u0131\u00e7q\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 e\u015fidilir.
\nO\u00a0 m\u0259ktublar…<\/p>\n

Dayan g\u00f6r\u00fcm…
\nAman Allah\u0131m…
\na\u00e7ar!…
\n… Dem\u0259k s\u0259n d\u0259 oxudun
\no \u015fanl\u0131 m\u0259ktublar\u0131n
\n\u015fanss\u0131z g\u00fcnd\u0259liyini.
\nDem\u0259k s\u0259n d\u0259 oxudun
\noxunmu\u015f \u00fcr\u0259yimi.<\/p>\n

EP\u0130LOQ<\/p>\n

D\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259,
\ndivar,
\ntavan –
\nh\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f,
\nh\u0259r yan
\nqan.
\nDivardan as\u0131lan
\nk\u0259fkirli saat
\nyay\u0131 dart\u0131lan
\n\u00fcr\u0259k kimi d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr.
\n\u0130nanmayacaqsan
\namma,
\ns\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m,
\nt\u0259k s\u0259ni.
\nBilir\u0259m d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n…
\nSad\u0259c\u0259,
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m,
\ng\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n
\nnec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bilmis\u0259n
\n\u00fcr\u0259yimin
\nda\u011f\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 alt\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n

NOYABR,\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 2014<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 738 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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