{"id":9858,"date":"2015-11-01T17:07:45","date_gmt":"2015-11-01T13:07:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9858"},"modified":"2015-11-01T17:24:55","modified_gmt":"2015-11-01T13:24:55","slug":"qurb%c9%99td%c9%99-v%c9%99t%c9%99nim-m%c9%99mm%c9%99d-ismayil","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9858","title":{"rendered":"Q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259nim \u2013 M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"memmed<\/a>Kimins\u0259 yad\u0131nda qalan b\u0259ndd\u0259y\u0259m,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 s\u00f6z V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259, m\u0259n q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259y\u0259m!
\nM\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l<\/b><\/p>\n

Hardan ba\u015flan\u0131r V\u0259t\u0259n?!
\nV\u0259t\u0259n bir k\u00f6rp\u0259nin be\u015fiyi (“\u00d6<\/b>mr<\/b>\u00fc<\/b>n<\/b>\u00a0<\/b>u<\/b>\u015f<\/b>aql<\/b>\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0<\/b>V<\/b>\u0259<\/b>t<\/b>\u0259<\/b>ndi<\/b>\u00a0<\/b>b<\/b>\u0259<\/b>lk<\/b>\u0259,<\/b>sonra<\/b>\u00a0\u0259<\/b>limizd<\/b>\u0259<\/b>n<\/b>\u00a0\u00e7\u0131<\/b>xan<\/b>\u00a0<\/b>V<\/b>\u0259<\/b>t<\/b>\u0259<\/b>ndi<\/b>!”<\/b>M<\/b>.\u0130<\/b>), bir anan\u0131n laylas\u0131, bir o\u011fulun s\u0259ng\u0259ri, bir g\u0259linin ism\u0259tind\u0259n, \u201c<\/b>Durna<\/b>\u00a0<\/b>dimdiyinin<\/b>\u00a0<\/b>ucundak<\/b>\u0131<\/b>bir<\/b>\u00a0<\/b>d<\/b>\u0259<\/b>n<\/b>\u201d<\/b>d\u0259n (M.\u0130) ba\u015flay\u0131r b\u0259lk\u0259… Lakin harda b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u0259\u015fir, harda ucal\u0131r, harda qocal\u0131r \u2013 soru\u015fsaq, bunun da yozumu el\u0259 bir bulaqdan ba\u015flay\u0131b da qovu\u015fa-qovu\u015fa, yovu\u015fa-yovu\u015fa d\u0259nizl\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcz tutan su inad\u0131 il\u0259 yol getm\u0259kdir…
\n…M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ilk olaraq V\u0259t\u0259nimi \u2013 q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259ki V\u0259t\u0259nimi xat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fam. O xat\u0131rlama g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 sovetl\u0259r d\u00f6n\u0259mind\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131yla inl\u0259y\u0259n M.\u018f.R\u0259sulzad\u0259ni, H\u00fcseyn Cavidi, Dr-A.Baycan\u0131… canland\u0131rsa da, t\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn ger\u00e7kliyi q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259ki v\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259rimizin olmas\u0131ndan ac\u0131-ac\u0131 x\u0259b\u0259r verir – M\u00fcst\u0259qil v\u0259 Demokratik Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn….bir ger\u00e7\u0259kliyi d\u0259 budur!
\nM\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l da \u2013 q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n olan, V\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259n gen olan v\u0259t\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259ndir!
\n\u018fd\u0259biyyatda \u0259d\u0259bi n\u0259sil deyil\u0259n bir m\u0259fhum var: altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131lar, yetmi\u015fincil\u0259r, s\u0259ks\u0259nincil\u0259r… M\u0259nc\u0259 bu n\u0259sill\u0259r aras\u0131nda \u0259n \u00e7ox u\u011fur qazananlar el\u0259 altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131lard\u0131r. M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l da altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259\u00a0(\u201cS\u0259n ya\u015f olaraq altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259l\u0259ns\u0259n. Ancaq s\u0259n onlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259ks\u0259n! \u00c7\u00fcnki \u0259d\u0259biyyata ax\u0131nla, t\u0259nqid\u00e7i, ata-ana, \u0259mi-day\u0131 d\u0259st\u0259yiyl\u0259 kitabdan g\u0259lm\u0259mis\u0259n… Koro\u011flu kimi k\u00f6ks\u00fcnd\u0259 saz, yal\u0131nq\u0131l\u0131nc ilham at\u0131nda g\u0259lmis\u0259n!\u201d<\/b>\u00a0Akif S\u0259m\u0259d) onun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q m\u0259hsullar\u0131 bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259md\u0259dir.\u00a0\u201cBir adam yol gedir bizd\u0259n qabaqda\u201d, \u201cH\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259r\u201d, \u201cM\u0259n \u015fair deyil\u0259m\u201d, \u201c\u015eeytan\u201d, \u201cBir d\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k \u0259l\u0259 bu anlar\u201d, \u201cA\u011facd\u0259l\u0259n, d\u00f6y qap\u0131m\u0131\u201d, \u201cKimi aldad\u0131rsan, ay zal\u0131m o\u011flu\u201d, \u201cQoymay\u0131n d\u00fcnyan\u0131 adil\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259\u201d<\/b>, kitablar\u0131 o ill\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc bu yana el\u0259 m\u0259tin add\u0131mlarla ir\u0259lil\u0259di ki, bu g\u00fcn\u00a0\u201cYoxun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u201d<\/b>\u00a0\u015feirl\u0259r toplusunda zirv\u0259ni f\u0259th el\u0259di!
\nM\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n tan\u0131sam da ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz \u015fairin filologiya elml\u0259ri doktoru N\u0259sir \u018fhm\u0259dli haqq\u0131nda\u00a0\u201cZiyal\u0131\u201d\u00a0<\/b>verili\u015fin\u0259 verdiyi m\u00fcsahib\u0259 zaman\u0131 ba\u015f tutdu. Onun s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tin\u0259, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tin\u0259, ya\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7ox g\u0259nc g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n qam\u0259tin\u0259 heyran qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Sonra is\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l\u0131n 70 illik yubiley m\u0259rasimin\u0259 onu yenid\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fcmidil\u0259 yolland\u0131m. Orada Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n azman yazarlar\u0131 \u2013 R.R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n, M.Yaqub, S.R\u00fcst\u0259mxanl\u0131… \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259\u00a0\u201cO, bu z\u0259man\u0259d\u0259n s\u00f6z g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb getdi\u00a0<\/b>(M.\u0130)\u201d misralar\u0131 alt\u0131nda fikirl\u0259rini bildirs\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259, m\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259n ba\u015fqa bir p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 y\u00fcks\u0259lirdi:\u00a0\u201cTutma\u011fa bir yeri yoxdu, \u00fcr\u0259yini tutub getdi\u201d<\/b>\u00a0(M.\u0130smay\u0131l\u0131n Y.Kuznetsovun xatir\u0259sin\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feird\u0259n) v\u0259 gizlinc\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n:\u201cO yerl\u0259r dirim\u0259 sahib durmad\u0131, g\u0259lib \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259mi yiy\u0259 duracaq?…<\/b>(M.\u0130)\u201d…sual\u0131n\u0131n cavab\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015furdum.<\/p>\n

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…K\u00f6s\u00f6v misralar\u0131m dilimd\u0259 q\u00fcrb\u0259t,
\n\u0130\u00e7\u0259rim d\u0259 q\u00fcrb\u0259t, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm d\u0259 q\u00fcrb\u0259t.
\n(M.\u0130.)
\n<\/b>
\n<\/b>…H\u0259r bir yarad\u0131c\u0131 insan\u0131n yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n onur\u011fa s\u00fctunu olur. M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n onur\u011fa s\u00fctunu V\u0259t\u0259n sevgisind\u0259n V\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzan\u0131r. Amma ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ir\u0259lil\u0259diyind\u0259ndir, ya n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 son zamanlar \u00d6l\u00fcm g\u0259zi\u015fm\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 yol tap\u0131b. \u018fslind\u0259 \u00d6l\u00fcm (!) bu ah\u0131lla\u015fan, aqill\u0259\u015f\u0259n, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131 na\u011f\u0131lla\u015fan bir insan\u0131n iztirablar\u0131ndan do\u011fulmur, bu, ya\u015f\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259 q\u0259rib olanlar\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259n qopan ahdan ri\u015f\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n bir qavramd\u0131r. Bu,\u00a0\u201cSar\u0131 saman \u00e7\u00f6p\u00fc kimi can\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fin\u0259 tutub\u201d<\/b>\u00a0(M.\u0130) da ya\u015fayan bir adam\u0131n \u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259tind\u0259n yaran\u0131r:<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yin V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259,
\nB\u0259d\u0259nin q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259…
\nQ\u00fcrb\u0259tin q\u0259rib yeri,
\nBir edaml\u0131q ip yeri…
\nQ\u0259d\u0259rdi bu, q\u0259d\u0259rdi,
\nBir g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259rdi
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm!
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n

V\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcr, s\u0259nd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm sonuncu duracaqd\u0131…
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n


\n<\/b>– V\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259 qibl\u0259gah\u0131 bildiyi son duraca\u011f\u0131na \u2013 \u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 tap\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir zamanda yen\u0259 d\u0259 unuduldu\u011fu (Siz \u0259sla unudulmad\u0131n\u0131z, M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l! \u0130rad\u0259 A.), \u00f6gey \u00f6vlad oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259 V\u0259t\u0259n \u00e7at\u0131r haray\u0131na-<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ey do\u011fma V\u0259t\u0259nin \u00f6gey \u00f6vlad\u0131, M\u0259mm\u0259d…
\n…N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki V\u0259t\u0259n var yaddan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n yerd\u0259 …
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b><\/p>\n

– V\u0259\u00a0\u201cQara yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 borc ver g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bas\u0131m, ay bulud!\u201d\u00a0<\/b>\u2013 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131yla<\/p>\n

Qazanlar qaynay\u0131r qapa\u011f\u0131n altda,
\n\u0130gidl\u0259r \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcr papa\u011f\u0131n altda,
\nHayanda biz s\u0259ni axtar\u0131b g\u0259z\u0259k
\nM\u0259y\u0259r yer q\u0259h\u0259tdi Allah\u0131n altda?!
\nS\u0259n indi hardasan, M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l! \u2013
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n


\n<\/b>– dey\u0259 haray qoparanlara\u00a0\u201cBir ilham misra g\u0259z\u0259r qoynunda dinc\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259…\u201d<\/b>s\u00f6yl\u0259yir. B\u0259li, M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzaqlarda olsa da, biz onu misralar\u0131n\u0131n qoynunda dinc\u0259l\u0259n ilham\u0131nda, d\u00fcnyaya s\u00fclh, insanlara birlik, h\u00fcrl\u00fck arzular\u0131nda tapaca\u011f\u0131z…<\/p>\n

Ba\u011f\u00e7a u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n birliyi
\nYa\u015f\u0131l i\u015f\u0131q yand\u0131r\u0131r,
\nMa\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 dayand\u0131r\u0131r.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 ordular da dayanar
\nBu birliyin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259…
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n


\n<\/b>Bir anl\u0131q balaca m\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259ri \u2013 k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri m\u00fcharib\u0259l\u0259r t\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259n, q\u0131r\u011f\u0131nlar ed\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rin qaba\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, birlikd\u0259, \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259. \u0130nand\u0131m, inand\u0131m ki, bel\u0259 bir birlik qan-qadaya son qoyar, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 xilas ed\u0259r. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, \u201cHardasa \u00fcmid yeri var\u201d (M.\u0130.)…<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 …Ana m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sliyi, q\u0131z-g\u0259lin ism\u0259tin\u0259 veril\u0259n d\u0259y\u0259r M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ox y\u00fcks\u0259k yerd\u0259dir. M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l\u0131n atas\u0131 B\u00f6y\u00fck V\u0259t\u0259n M\u00fchar\u0131b\u0259sin\u0259 yollananda\u00a0\u201cG\u00f6z\u0259lliyin g\u0259lini\u201d-<\/b>nin – anas\u0131 G\u00fclzar xan\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7ox g\u0259nc \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131 olub. O, o\u011flu M\u0259mm\u0259di q\u0131n\u0131ndan s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131b\u00a0(\u201cAnalar q\u0131n\u0131ndan s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131b bizi, qoymu\u015fdu n\u0259fsiyl\u0259 \u00f6z aras\u0131nda\u201d M.\u0130<\/b>.) n\u0259fsiyl\u0259 \u00f6z aras\u0131na qoyaraq,\u00a0\u201c\u015eenl\u0259d\u0259-\u015fenl\u0259d\u0259 \u0259r oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, namus oca\u011f\u0131na\u201d\u00a0<\/b>(M.\u0130.) d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n…V\u0259… \u015fair anas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259 m\u0259zara aparanda<\/p>\n

Ana, a\u011f\u0131r olan c\u0259naz\u0259n deyil,
\nAnal\u0131q haqq\u0131nd\u0131r \u00e7iyinl\u0259rimd\u0259…<\/b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 dey\u0259 inild\u0259di, –<\/p>\n

N\u0259 deyim h\u0259yat\u0131n qanunlar\u0131na,
\nG\u00f6r niy\u0259 f\u0259ryadlar qopar\u0131ram m\u0259n.
\nS\u0259n m\u0259ni d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdin, ana,
\nS\u0259nis\u0259 d\u00fcnyadan apar\u0131ram m\u0259n… \u2013
\n(M.\u0130.)
\n<\/b>– haray\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kdi… Bu misralar fikir y\u00fck\u00fc v\u0259 haqdang\u0259lmi\u015fliyi sonralar bir \u00e7ox \u015fairi, h\u0259m d\u0259 M.\u0130smay\u0131ldan daha ya\u015fl\u0131llar\u0131 da t\u0259krara zorlad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

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…M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l\u0131n s\u00f6z \u00e7\u0259l\u0259ngini toplasaq o \u00e7\u0259l\u0259ngd\u0259 (al r\u0259ngi il\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcll\u0259r kimi) hikm\u0259t \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rinin \u2013 aforizml\u0259rin nec\u0259 m\u0259ntiqi d\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259k, o m\u0259ntiq\u0259 heyret ed\u0259c\u0259yik:\u00a0“Mill\u0259t f\u0259rdl\u0259rinin say\u0131 il\u0259 deyil, m\u0259rdl\u0259rinin say\u0131 il\u0259 mill\u0259t olur”, “Var olmaqla deyil, g\u0259r\u0259k varis d\u0259 olsun”,”H\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015fama\u011fa d\u0259y\u0259r”,”\u00d6z\u00fc \u00f6z suyundan i\u00e7irmi bulaq, bar\u0131ndan n\u0259 qal\u0131r bar a\u011fac\u0131na”,\u201cBu c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n bir ucu uzan\u0131b ya \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259, ya da Allaha \u00e7\u0131xar\u201d, \u0130t\u0259n g\u0259ncliyimdir a\u011fr\u0131yan di\u015fim, di\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r, yerind\u0259n qocal\u0131q \u00e7\u0131xar\u201d, \u201cD\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259li s\u00f6z, sonu da s\u00f6z olacaq\u201d, \u201c\u015eairl\u0259ri susmayan bir V\u0259t\u0259n bas\u0131lmay\u0131b!\u201d, \u201cBiz q\u00fcrb\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259li Tanr\u0131 da q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259dir\u201d, \u201cSevm\u0259k yenid\u0259n do\u011fulmaqd\u0131\u201d, \u201c\u00d6l\u00fcm bir add\u0131m \u00f6nd\u0259dir, insanlar arxada gedir\u201d, \u201cH\u0259r insan \u00f6z taleyin\u0259 k\u00f6l\u0259di…\u201d, \u201cBir zaman can\u0131n\u0131 verdiyi torpaq g\u00f6r nec\u0259 \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcr o yarpaqlar\u0131\u201d, “S\u0259n m\u0259nim yad\u0131mda qalan deyildin, saralan yarpaqlar budaqda qalmaz”,\u201cYa\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n ya\u011faca\u011f\u0131na inanan torpaq kimi arxay\u0131n(san)\u201d, \u201c\u00d6l\u00fcb m\u0259zar\u0131m\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kim, q\u00fcrb\u0259tin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q qalmas\u0131n!\u201d, \u201cHalal ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259kc\u0259 yuxusuna haram qatard\u0131\u201d, \u201c\u015eeirin ya\u015f\u0131 yox, ya\u015f\u0131n \u015feiri var\u201d<\/b>\u00a0v\u0259 s.
\nBu aforizml\u0259r sad\u0259c\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l\u0131n kitab s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0259pilib qalmam\u0131\u015f, axtarsan\u0131z internet saytlar\u0131nda (x\u00fcsusil\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 internet saytlar\u0131nda) bu aforizml\u0259ri M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259rin, H\u0259zr\u0259t \u018flinin v\u0259 dig\u0259r hikm\u0259t sahibl\u0259rinin fikirl\u0259ri il\u0259 eyni s\u0131rada oxuya bil\u0259rsiniz. V\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l\u0131 bu aforizml\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u00fcrk ell\u0259rin\u0259 biletsiz g\u0259mid\u0259 apar\u0131r:<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 biletsiz s\u0259rni\u015fin t\u0259ki,
\nM\u0259nim d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259mi da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r g\u0259mi…
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 … M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l\u0131n sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc kimi q\u0259riblik libas\u0131 geyinib. Amma bu q\u0259riblik q\u00fcrb\u0259t q\u0259ribliyi deyil, m\u0259hz sevginin q\u0259ribliyind\u0259ndir. Sevgi n\u0259 zaman q\u0259rib olur; qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131qs\u0131z olanda, arada \u00c7in s\u0259ddi kimi ya\u015f h\u0259ddi, ayr\u0131l\u0131q \u00e7\u0259p\u0259ri v\u0259.s olanda…<\/p>\n

Yerini d\u0259yi\u015fir \u00e7ox \u015fey d\u00fcnyada,
\nVaxt q\u0259min ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qatanda g\u0259lim.
\nYa s\u0259nin ya\u015f\u0131na qay\u0131d\u0131m, ya da
\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim ya\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7atanda g\u0259lim.
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n

V\u0259 yaxud:<\/p>\n

V\u0259d\u0259 ver yenid\u0259n g\u0259lim g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259k,
\nOtuz il \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259 qay\u0131t, n\u0259 olur.
\nQ\u0259rib yuxulara dal\u0131b bu \u00fcr\u0259k,
\nQ\u0259fil g\u0259li\u015finl\u0259 ay\u0131lt, n\u0259 olur…<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sonrak\u0131 b\u0259ndd\u0259 is\u0259:<\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n bet\u0259rs\u0259n, m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n bet\u0259r,
\nG\u0259l daha bu ba\u015f\u0131 batm\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sev.
\n\u0130yirmi ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sevm\u0259din yet\u0259r,
\nG\u0259lim, \u00fcz\u0259 duran altm\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sev –
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b><\/p>\n

– s\u00f6yl\u0259yir \u015fair. Burada\u00a0\u201cOtuz il \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259 qay\u0131t, n\u0259 olur\u201d<\/b>\u00a0iniltisiyl\u0259\u00a0\u201c\u0130yirmi ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sevm\u0259din yet\u0259r, g\u0259lim, \u00fcz\u0259 duran altm\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sev\u201d<\/b>\u00a0– deyir. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcd\u00fcr: altm\u0131\u015fda \u015fair otuz il \u0259vv\u0259li ist\u0259yirs\u0259 dem\u0259li, otuz ya\u015fa qay\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yir, amma\u00a0\u201c\u0130yirmi ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sevm\u0259din\u201d<\/b>\u00a0d\u0259 var. Bir az dola\u015f\u0131q fikir olsa da, yozumu budur: \u015fairin otuz ya\u015f\u0131 iyirmi-q\u0131rx vusal\u0131ndad\u0131r…<\/p>\n

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…Tovuzun \u018fsrik d\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n boy verdi M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l.\u00a0“Atalar h\u0259r k\u0259ndd\u0259n deyib bir d\u0259li, \u018fsrikd\u0259n \u0259lin\u0259 kim ke\u00e7s\u0259 g\u0259tir”<\/b>\u00a0deyil\u0259n d\u0259liqanl\u0131 bir yurdun o\u011fludur, \u0259sriklidir M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l. O, \u00f6yl\u0259 boy verdi ki, boyu b\u00f6y\u00fck T\u00fcrkiy\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259sk\u0259n salaraq ta T\u00fcrk ell\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ucald\u0131. V\u0259 –<\/p>\n

– D\u0259n g\u0259zirs\u0259n sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259nind\u0259,
\nAtamo\u011flu, az qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y g\u00f6r\u00fcm!-
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n


\n<\/b>– misras\u0131yla ill\u0259rdir insan h\u0259nirin\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qalm\u0131\u015f qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259y\u0259n a\u011facd\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcz tutdu, q\u00fcrb\u0259t sokaklar\u0131nda taxta qap\u0131dan ba\u015flayan ovxam vaxt\u0131na ac\u0131d\u0131 (\u201cYava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259d\u0259, taxta bax, o taxtada ovxam olan vaxta bax\u201d), sa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, yen\u0259 \u018fsrik d\u0259r\u0259sini, do\u011fma k\u0259ndini unutmad\u0131, k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u00f6z qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259k, dara \u00e7\u0259kildi, dar a\u011fac\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

Bu yerl\u0259r g\u00f6yl\u0259rin k\u0259sik dilimi,
\nO yer\u0259, bu g\u00f6y\u0259 maraq ac\u0131yam!
\n\u00c7arm\u0131xa \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m ne\u00e7\u0259 ilimi,
\nM\u0259n ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa dar a\u011fac\u0131yam!
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b><\/p>\n

\u018fsrikli olmaq bir az k\u00f6vr\u0259k, bir az s\u0259rt, bir az d\u0259li (Koro\u011flu d\u0259lisi) olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131, s\u00f6z\u0259 qiym\u0259t verm\u0259k, s\u00f6z\u00fc sevm\u0259k\u00a0(\u201cD\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259li s\u00f6z, sonu da s\u00f6z olacaq\u201d M.\u0130.)<\/b>dem\u0259kdir:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/b>Anadolu yolunda
\n<\/b>Yorulub yolda qalan Quzum,
\n<\/b>Doqquz o\u011fuzum,
\n<\/b>Tovuzum\u2014Ana yurdum.
\n<\/b>Dunyan\u0131n haras\u0131nda oldumsa
\n<\/b>S\u04d9ni sordum…
\n<\/b>E\u015fqd\u04d9 sevgi s\u04d9rxo\u015fu,
\n<\/b>M\u04d9\u015fqd\u04d9 d\u04d9liqanl\u0131yam,
\n<\/b>H\u04d9r i\u015fd\u04d9 boz \u00fcz\u00fcy\u04d9m.
\n<\/b>Dem\u04d9, g\u00f6rm\u04d9 m\u04d9n oyam,
\n<\/b>M\u04d9n \u04d8sriyin \u00f6z\u00fcy\u04d9m…
\n<\/b>Qayas\u0131 \u00e7axmaq da\u015f\u0131,
\n<\/b>\u0130\u00e7ind\u04d9 q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m\u0131.
\n<\/b>K\u04d9m\u04d9rd\u04d9 b\u00fcloyl\u04d9dim
\n<\/b>Sonra s\u00f6z q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131m\u0131…
\n<\/b>Havas\u0131n\u0131, suyunu
\n<\/b>\u04d8sirg\u04d9m\u04d9di \u04d8srik,
\n<\/b>G\u04d9lib \u00e7atd\u0131m \u04d9rsiy\u04d9.
\n<\/b>N\u04d9yim var onunkudur
\n<\/b>Can\u0131m qurban \u04d8sriy\u04d9..
\n<\/b>Bir o\u011flun da vard\u0131
\n<\/b>Ha saysan, \u00e7\u0131xacaq \u0259ksik.
\n<\/b>(L\u0259n\u0259t qafiy\u0259sin\u0259 ! )
\n<\/b>Q\u00fcrb\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259sirdi
\n<\/b>X\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131, \u018fsrik?!
\n<\/b>A\u00e7\u0131m s\u00f6yl\u0259yim n\u0259yi?
\n<\/b>T\u0259k su\u00e7u, t\u0259k g\u00fcnah\u0131
\n<\/b>S\u0259ni, y\u0259ni v\u0259t\u0259ni Can\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r sevm\u0259yi\u2026
\n<\/b>(M.\u0130.)<\/b><\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 ki, \u018fsrik d\u0259r\u0259si \u0259sriklil\u0259r\u0259 sadiqdir, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259sriklil\u0259r \u018fsriy\u0259 layiqdirl\u0259r \u2013 m\u0259hz M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l kimi s\u00f6z adamlar\u0131n\u0131n timsal\u0131nda. O s\u00f6z adamlar\u0131 ki, yenid\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya c\u0131\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7acaq:<\/p>\n

Bir adam yol gedir bizd\u0259n qabaqda
\nYax\u015f\u0131 ki d\u00fcnyaya c\u0131\u011f\u0131r a\u00e7an var!
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n

O s\u00f6z adamlar\u0131 ki:<\/p>\n

Bu xalq yeddi yerd\u0259n zavala g\u0259ldi,
\nBu xalq\u0131n dan\u0131\u015fan dili olmad\u0131m.
\n<\/b>Bu xalq\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na min b\u0259la g\u0259ldi,
\n\u0259n ki d\u00f6z\u00fcb durdum, d\u0259li olmad\u0131m,
\nM\u0259n \u015fair deyil\u0259m, atam balas\u0131!
\n(M.\u0130.)<\/b>\u00a0<\/b><\/p>\n

– des\u0259l\u0259r bel\u0259, zavala g\u0259l\u0259n xalq\u0131 ya\u015fadacaqlar, ya\u015fayacaqlar!…<\/p>\n

\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel<\/p>\n

\u018fdal\u0259t.-2013.-8 yanvar.-S.7.<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131ya 1586 d\u0259f\u0259 bax\u0131l\u0131b<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kimins\u0259 yad\u0131nda qalan b\u0259ndd\u0259y\u0259m, H\u0259l\u0259 s\u00f6z V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259, m\u0259n q\u00fcrb\u0259td\u0259y\u0259m! M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l Hardan ba\u015flan\u0131r V\u0259t\u0259n?! V\u0259t\u0259n bir k\u00f6rp\u0259nin be\u015fiyi (“\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00a0u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131\u00a0V\u0259t\u0259ndi\u00a0b\u0259lk\u0259,sonra\u00a0\u0259limizd\u0259n\u00a0\u00e7\u0131xan\u00a0V\u0259t\u0259ndi!”M.\u0130), bir anan\u0131n laylas\u0131, bir o\u011fulun s\u0259ng\u0259ri, bir g\u0259linin ism\u0259tind\u0259n, \u201cDurna\u00a0dimdiyinin\u00a0ucundak\u0131bir\u00a0d\u0259n\u201dd\u0259n (M.\u0130) ba\u015flay\u0131r b\u0259lk\u0259… Lakin harda b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u0259\u015fir, harda ucal\u0131r, harda qocal\u0131r \u2013 soru\u015fsaq, bunun da yozumu el\u0259 bir bulaqdan ba\u015flay\u0131b da qovu\u015fa-qovu\u015fa, yovu\u015fa-yovu\u015fa d\u0259nizl\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcz tutan su […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":9859,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[3,21],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9858"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9858"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9858\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9861,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9858\/revisions\/9861"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/9859"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9858"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9858"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9858"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}