{"id":9875,"date":"2015-11-05T22:14:38","date_gmt":"2015-11-05T18:14:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9875"},"modified":"2015-11-05T22:14:38","modified_gmt":"2015-11-05T18:14:38","slug":"irad%c9%99-aytel-janna","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9875","title":{"rendered":"\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel – Janna"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"aytel\"<\/a>(hekay\u0259)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259ks\u0259ninci ill\u0259rin son aylar\u0131 idi. Q\u0131\u015f bu il tez g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Yerd\u0259 qar g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, uzaqdan boy ver\u0259n da\u011flar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 d\u00fcma\u011f idi. Janna\u00a0 g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259sinin boyunlu\u011funu bir az da yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131raraq\u00a0 \u015fal\u0131n\u0131 yenid\u0259n d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi v\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131na boyland\u0131. H\u0259rbi geyimlil\u0259r d\u00f6rd t\u0259r\u0259fi ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259rin bir yer\u0259 topla\u015fmas\u0131na t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb ets\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259 oradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Do\u011fma v\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc c\u0259mi iki il idi. Onu avtova\u011fzala q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259rbi ma\u015f\u0131nl\u0131 rus milliyy\u0259tind\u0259n olan \u0259sg\u0259r yola salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259rb\u00e7i yol boyu dinib-dan\u0131\u015fmasa da, \u201cindi \u0259vv\u0259lki d\u00f6vr deyil, ehtiyatl\u0131 ol, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f, gec\u0259y\u0259 qalma\u201d, demi\u015fdi. Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ax\u0131 bu nec\u0259 ola bil\u0259r? Az\u0259rbaycan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259min-amanl\u0131\u011f\u0131, rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u015fqa respublikalardan se\u00e7ilib. \u0130ki il \u0259rzind\u0259 Rusiyada qaranl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra he\u00e7 h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 kimi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 veyill\u0259n\u0259n i\u00e7kili ki\u015fil\u0259rin s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259rini, dava-dala\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 evl\u0259rinin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7ox e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. Bura is\u0259 tam \u0259ksin\u0259dir. Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n ki\u015fil\u0259ri gec\u0259l\u0259r avaral\u0131q etm\u0259z, ail\u0259sinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 olar, qad\u0131n yan\u0131nda s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f s\u00f6ym\u0259k n\u0259dir, he\u00e7 ucadan da dan\u0131\u015fmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n

K\u0259ndl\u0259ri yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Onda nec\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt idi. O c\u0259nn\u0259t diyara \u2013 k\u0259ndl\u0259rin\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u201cYasamal\u201d adlanan uca bir da\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na dolana-dolana zirv\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atmal\u0131 idin. Yasamal\u0131n zirv\u0259sind\u0259n boylananda \u00f6nd\u0259 Ki\u00e7ik Qafqaz, Arxada B\u00f6y\u00fck Qafqaz sanki bir c\u00fct qanad olur. O qanadlarla b\u00fct\u00fcn Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 dolanmaq ke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Budur, \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli, tarixin ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131 olan \u015e\u0259mkir. O, tarix m\u00fc\u0259llimi idi. Do\u011fma diyar\u0131n\u0131n toponiml\u0259rinin ba\u015f\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131lan oyunlardan da x\u0259b\u0259rdar idi. O, bilirdi ki, \u0259sil ad\u0131 \u015e\u0259mkir olan bu diyar sonralar \u015eamxorla\u015f\u0131b. \u015e\u0259mkirin \u00fcf\u00fcq\u00fcnd\u0259 K\u00fcr \u00e7ay\u0131, Uzaqdan Boylanan Q\u0259dim G\u0259nc\u0259 – t\u0259z\u0259 Kirovabad, da\u011flarin o \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki Da\u015fk\u0259s\u0259n, onlar\u0131n lap yax\u0131n qon\u015fusu olan G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y. \u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nad\u0131: \u0130lahi, m\u0259n bu g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri qoyub niy\u0259 getdim?\u00a0 Baharda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, yayda \u00e7iy\u0259l\u0259k, pay\u0131zda alma, q\u0131\u015fda d\u00fcma\u011f qar qoxuyan bu yurdu nec\u0259 qoyub getdim?<\/p>\n

O do\u011fmal\u0131qlar\u0131 ona daha do\u011fma ed\u0259n is\u0259 anas\u0131 idi. O,\u00a0 lal\u0259li da\u011flar\u0131, s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m qayalar\u0131, k\u0259ndl\u0259rinin d\u00fcz ortas\u0131yla axan da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 yada salanda anas\u0131n\u0131 da xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. O g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri anas\u0131 olmadan, anas\u0131n\u0131 da da\u011flar olmadan t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi yenic\u0259 bitirmi\u015fdi. K\u0259ndin g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zlar\u0131 sadalananda birinci onun ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. Atas\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Onda c\u0259mi be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc-itimi a\u011fl\u0131 k\u0259smirdi. Birc\u0259 onu bilirdi ki, h\u0259r ax\u015fam dizl\u0259rinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u015f\u0131ltaql\u0131q etdiyi atas\u0131 daha ev\u0259 g\u0259lmir. Birc\u0259 onu bilirdi ki, k\u0259ndd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, \u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkan\u0131 il\u0259 se\u00e7il\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fclm\u00fcr. Birc\u0259 onu bilirdi ki, anas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na sald\u0131\u011f\u0131 qara \u015fal\u0131 h\u0259m d\u0259 onun \u0259l yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 idi, be\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131ndan gizli-gizli o yayl\u0131qla g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 silirdi. Bir d\u0259 onu bilirdi ki, atas\u0131n\u0131 onlardan \u0259z\u0259m\u0259ti il\u0259 onun u\u015faq \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 vahim\u0259 salan Yasamal da\u011f\u0131 al\u0131b. H\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 il\u0259 birg\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00d6vlad\u0131na h\u0259m ata, h\u0259m d\u0259 anal\u0131q ed\u0259n Hayqanu\u015f qap\u0131s\u0131na \u00fcz tutan b\u00fct\u00fcn el\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 \u201cyox\u201d demi\u015fdi. \u201c\u018frimin yurdunu i\u015f\u0131qs\u0131z qoymaram\u201d,\u00a0 \u201cq\u0131z\u0131m\u0131 yad ki\u015fi yan\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259r\u0259m\u201d,\u00a0 s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Qonum-qon\u015fu da Hayqanu\u015fa dayaq olmu\u015fdu. Hayqanu\u015fun\u00a0 evinin ba\u015fs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kims\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015f, onun h\u0259r gec\u0259 yast\u0131\u011f\u0131na c\u0131\u011f\u0131r salan g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 kims\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bel\u0259likl\u0259 Janna b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f,orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi \u0259la qiym\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u015fa vurmu\u015f, G\u0259nc\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ali t\u0259hsil alaraq k\u0259ndl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.\u00a0 M\u00fc\u0259llim oldu\u011fu il ail\u0259 d\u0259 qurmu\u015fdu. Anas\u0131 Hayqanu\u015f k\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259nin\u0259 d\u0259 \u201cbalam\u201d demi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Hayqanu\u015fun sa\u00e7lar\u0131na d\u0259n \u00e7ox tez d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Boyam\u0131rd\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 bu b\u0259yaz sa\u00e7lar onun ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 zal\u0131mcas\u0131na ya\u015f art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. D\u0259rd i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259n Hayqanu\u015fun d\u0259rdi yox idi. Q\u0131z\u0131, k\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259ni il\u0259 bir dam alt\u0131nda xo\u015fb\u0259xt idi. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, k\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259ni h\u0259rd\u0259n i\u015find\u0259n naraz\u0131l\u0131q edirdi. \u201cN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r kolxozda i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k olar\u201d, deyirdi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 Rusiyada daha yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015f oldu\u011funa eyham vurmu\u015fdu. Bu fikir h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259 Hayqanu\u015f sanki \u0259rinin \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini e\u015fidirdi. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n gizlin bir s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 qopurdu.\u00a0 \u018frinin n\u0259\u015fini h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 yerind\u0259c\u0259 donmu\u015f, sin\u0259sind\u0259n s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 qopmu\u015fdu. A\u011flamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. D\u00fcz bir h\u0259ft\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 susmu\u015fdu… v\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck sirda\u015f\u0131 olacaq g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131na basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Son d\u0259f\u0259 k\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259ni daha inadla demi\u015fdi: \u201cM\u0259n burada i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. H\u0259m d\u0259 Jannan\u0131 h\u0259kim\u0259 aparmal\u0131yam. Deyirl\u0259r Moskvada yax\u015f\u0131 ginekoloqlar var…\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cGinekoloq\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 Hayqanu\u015f susmu\u015fdu. Raz\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u0259rd\u0259 olmas\u0131ndan \u00fc\u00e7 il ke\u00e7irdi. Evin yegan\u0259 \u00f6vlad\u0131 Jannan\u0131n \u00f6vlads\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 Hayqanu\u015fu da, Jannan\u0131 da \u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259ni is\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259ydi \u00f6vlads\u0131zl\u0131qdan gileyl\u0259nirdi.<\/p>\n

…Janna \u015f\u0259h\u0259r olaraq ilk G\u0259nc\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m \u00e7inarlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri Q\u0259dim G\u0259nc\u0259ni. Sonra o, G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259yi ke\u00e7\u0259r\u0259k Yerevana q\u0259d\u0259r getmi\u015fdi. Yerevan da q\u0259dim v\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015f\u0259h\u0259r idi. Bak\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n sonra is\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 yaln\u0131z Bak\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirdi – X\u0259z\u0259r d\u0259nizinin qoynuna s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri Bak\u0131n\u0131n. \u0130ndi is\u0259 Moskvada idi. Moskva n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r b\u00f6y\u00fck olsa, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r beyn\u0259lmil\u0259l \u015f\u0259h\u0259r olsa da, Bak\u0131n\u0131 \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259 bilmirdi. Bak\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi b\u00f6y\u00fck idi, Bak\u0131n\u0131n insan\u0131 qoynuna basan qollar\u0131 uzun idi, Bak\u0131n\u0131n qoynu isti idi. Moskva Bak\u0131 deyildi…<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0259rib \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7ox q\u0259rib idi Janna. \u018fri tez bir zamanda i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Getm\u0259dikl\u0259ri ginekoloq qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259kiml\u0259r \u201cs\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 bir problem yoxdur\u201d des\u0259 d\u0259, \u00f6vladlar\u0131 olmurdu. Janna \u201cgeri d\u00f6n\u0259k, anam t\u0259kdir\u201d t\u0259kid edir, \u0259ri – \u201c\u00f6vlad\u0131m\u0131z olmay\u0131nca d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m\u201d, deyirdi.\u00a0 G\u00fcnl\u0259r s\u00fcr\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259, aylar at minib \u00e7ap\u0131rd\u0131. Janna\u00a0 anas\u0131na h\u0259r g\u00fcn m\u0259ktub yaz\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 is\u0259 k\u0259ndl\u0259rind\u0259ki po\u00e7ta z\u0259ng ed\u0259r\u0259k anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fidirdi. Evd\u0259 t\u0259k-t\u0259nha qalan Hayqanu\u015f bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 olsun q\u0131z\u0131na \u201cniy\u0259 g\u0259lmirs\u0259n\u201d, dey\u0259 \u015fikay\u0259t etmirdi. \u201cBala, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f \u0259rinl\u0259 arana s\u00f6z salma, burda h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, m\u0259nd\u0259n nigaran olma\u201d deyirdi. K\u0259ndd\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n is\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na k\u0259lm\u0259 d\u0259 olsun, demirdi. Jannan\u0131n x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi ki, uzun zaman qon\u015fuluq etdikl\u0259ri Az\u0259rbaycan t\u00fcrkl\u0259ri il\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259rin aras\u0131na nifaq sal\u0131n\u0131b. Jannan\u0131n x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi ki, Erm\u0259nistandan t\u00fcrk ad\u0131na olanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 qovulur, ev-e\u015fikl\u0259ri talan edilir, qan t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Jannan\u0131n x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi ki, telefon z\u0259ngl\u0259ri k\u0259sil\u0259c\u0259k, m\u0259ktublar aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycandan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k, anas\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131na x\u0259b\u0259r verm\u0259y\u0259 imkan tapmadan do\u011fma ev-e\u015fiyind\u0259n did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlardan Jannan\u0131n x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi. Zavodda f\u0259hl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n \u0259ri s\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, gec\u0259 g\u0259lir, Janna is\u0259 d\u00fcnyadan x\u0259b\u0259rsizc\u0259 dam\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Son zamanlar \u0259ri ev\u0259 gec-gec g\u0259lir, gec\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 ba\u015fqa yerd\u0259 ke\u00e7irirdi.\u00a0 Ev kiray\u0259sini \u00f6d\u0259m\u0259dikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ev sahibi h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u0259lir, s\u0259s-k\u00fcy sal\u0131rd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn is\u0259 ev sahibi Jannaya \u201cbu g\u00fcn evi bo\u015faltmasan, milis \u00e7a\u011f\u0131racam\u201d demi\u015fdi. \u018fri is\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 idi evd\u0259 gec\u0259l\u0259mirdi. Janna \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 aid olan \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 toplayaraq Moskva avtova\u011fzal\u0131na yolland\u0131. Oradan is\u0259 birba\u015fa Bak\u0131ya bilet ald\u0131. Cibind\u0259ki pul evl\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7atacaqd\u0131. O, anas\u0131na, do\u011fma k\u0259ndl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131nca yenid\u0259n m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u00d6vlad d\u0259rdind\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u201c\u015fagirdl\u0259rim \u00f6vladlar\u0131m deyildimi, niy\u0259 bel\u0259 etdim, niy\u0259 anam\u0131 t\u0259k qoydum\u201d dey\u0259r\u0259k, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131 avtova\u011fzal\u0131na \u00e7at\u0131nca Tiflis avtobusuna g\u00f6z\u00fc sata\u015fd\u0131. Bilirdi ki, Tiflis\u0259 ged\u0259n yol \u015e\u0259mkird\u0259n ke\u00e7ir. Avtobusa bilet alaraq yerind\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Bak\u0131dan \u015e\u0259mkir\u0259 olan\u00a0 400 km ona iki ild\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u0259zab\u0131n yolu q\u0259d\u0259r uzun\u00a0 g\u0259lirdi. Amma bu yolun sonunda k\u0259ndl\u0259ri var, evl\u0259ri var, anas\u0131 vard\u0131. T\u0259rslikd\u0259n yan\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n da a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bir k\u0259lm\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. Ha ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 qar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t qursun, al\u0131nm\u0131rd\u0131. Qar\u0131 \u0259sn\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k ona bir iki-k\u0259lm\u0259 cavab verir v\u0259 yenid\u0259n m\u00fcrg\u00fc d\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u00fcrd\u0259mird\u0259 avtobus yar\u0131m saatl\u0131\u011fa dayananda da, h\u0259min qar\u0131 yuxudan oyanmad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Budur, \u015e\u0259mkirin m\u0259\u015fhur d\u00f6rd yolu. O, buralar\u0131 \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fcz be\u015f il bu yolla G\u0259nc\u0259y\u0259 gedib-g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6rd yolda avtobusdan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yol \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 rahatlayaraq yolun k\u0259nar\u0131 il\u0259 G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n taksi dayanaca\u011f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.T\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n yan\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259y\u0259n Qaz -31 markal\u0131 \u201cVolqa\u201dya \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Ax\u0131 bura Moskva deyil ki, h\u0259r adamdan \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259s\u0259n. Bura Az\u0259rbaycand\u0131r, bura \u015e\u0259mkirdir. Burada insanlar pisliyi bacarm\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

Ma\u015f\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015f\u0259n kimi, s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 H\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131m, dey\u0259s\u0259n buralara nab\u0259l\u0259ds\u0259n. \u0130lin-g\u00fcn\u00fcn bu v\u0259d\u0259si d\u0259 qad\u0131n xeyla\u011f\u0131 t\u0259k yola \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nolacaq, day\u0131, m\u0259n bu yollarda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259k olmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u0130ndi o zaman deyil, a bala. \u0130ndi ala qar\u011fa balas\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131r. Adamlar el\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fib ki, bilinmir kim kimdir. Ehtiyatl\u0131 olmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Niy\u0259 bel\u0259 deyirsiniz, day\u0131? \u2013 Janna maraqla soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259nin he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rin yoxmu, bala?<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0259n iki ildir \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam Az\u0259rbaycandan. Moskvada ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Moskva ad\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc sanki \u201ctok\u201d vurdu. O, hirsl\u0259 arxaya d\u00f6nd\u00fc v\u0259 Jannan\u0131n ona zill\u0259n\u0259n m\u0259sum bax\u0131\u015f\u0131na q\u0131ymayaraq, sakitc\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– Moskvan\u0131n evi y\u0131x\u0131ls\u0131n! El\u0259 Moskva y\u0131xmad\u0131m\u0131 evimizi? Moskva olmasayd\u0131, he\u00e7 m\u0259n d\u0259 burda olmazd\u0131m. \u0130ndi G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 evimd\u0259-e\u015fiyimd\u0259 pe\u00e7 q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda idim. N\u0259 itim azm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 taksi s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259? \u2013 Janna ki\u015finin dedikl\u0259rind\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlam\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc Jannan\u0131n key-key onu dinl\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb soru\u015fdu: – A bala, evd\u0259 televizora sada baxm\u0131rd\u0131nm\u0131? – Jannan\u0131n yanaqlar\u0131 alland\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b dedi:<\/p>\n

– Yox, day\u0131. Televizorumuz yox idi. Uzun zamand\u0131 he\u00e7 telefonla da anamla \u0259laq\u0259 saxlaya bilmir\u0259m. M\u0259ktublar\u0131ma da cavab yazm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Po\u00e7tlar-zad d\u00fcz\u0259m\u0259lli i\u015fl\u0259mir, a bala, anan\u0131 q\u0131nama. Moskva ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 el\u0259 qatd\u0131 ki. Ordan bizi qopar\u0131b bura atd\u0131lar, burdan yaz\u0131q erm\u0259nil\u0259ri…<\/p>\n

Janna yerind\u0259n dik at\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Day\u0131, nec\u0259 y\u0259ni qopar\u0131b atd\u0131lar? Hara atd\u0131lar?<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 A bala, s\u0259n qorxma, sizinkil\u0259r Slavyankadad\u0131. Yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni Slavyankada, day\u0131?\u00a0 Biz \u00c7ardaql\u0131dan\u0131q. Anam da indi oradad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Yasamal\u0131n s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131ml\u0131 dolamalar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc yoxu\u015fa qalxan \u201cVolqa\u201d yolun k\u0259nar\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 v\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc \u0259yl\u0259ci basd\u0131. Onu sanki ilan \u00e7alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Duruxa-duruxa ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, arxa qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7araq diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Jannan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n olanlardan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz v\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ona zill\u0259nmi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259n erm\u0259nis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 H\u0259, \u00c7ardaql\u0131dan r\u0259hm\u0259tlik A\u015fotun q\u0131z\u0131yam. Anam\u0131n ad\u0131 Hayqanu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ay evin y\u0131x\u0131ls\u0131n, el\u0259 bilir\u0259m Slavyanka ruslar\u0131ndansan. Ax\u0131 s\u0259n burada n\u0259 g\u0259zirs\u0259n? \u2013 deyib, s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259ri aras\u0131na alaraq yer\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamayan Janna yalvar\u0131\u015f dolu bax\u0131\u015flarla s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc seyr edirdi. Sonra o, titr\u0259k s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Day\u0131, yalvar\u0131ram, a\u00e7\u0131q de, anama n\u0259 olub? Anam \u00f6l\u00fcb, el\u0259mi? Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 yazm\u0131r, el\u0259mi? \u2013 S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn cavab verm\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rind\u0259n tutub silk\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. O, q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r, a\u011flay\u0131r, ki\u015fiy\u0259 yalvar\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Anan salamatd\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131m, qorxma salamatd\u0131. Yurdu salamat deyil. Evi salamat deyil. Arzular\u0131 salamat deyil. V\u0259t\u0259ni salamat deyil. \u00c7ardaql\u0131 erm\u0259nil\u0259ri ham\u0131s\u0131 evind\u0259n-e\u015fiyind\u0259n did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ham\u0131s\u0131 Yerevana \u00fcz tutdu. Biz d\u0259 evimizd\u0259n did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. Sizin k\u0259ndiniz\u0259 did\u0259rgin d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. \u0130ndi siz bizd\u0259 q\u0259ribsiniz, biz d\u0259 sizd\u0259. Amma qorxma, m\u0259n s\u0259ni anana qovu\u015fduraca\u011fam.\u00a0 \u2013 Janna ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 dura bilmirdi. Daha onun v\u0259t\u0259ni d\u0259 evl\u0259ri d\u0259, anas\u0131 da yox idi. Daha onun v\u0259t\u0259ni d\u0259 evl\u0259ri d\u0259 anas\u0131 da \u00f6zg\u0259sinin v\u0259t\u0259nind\u0259, evl\u0259rind\u0259 idi. \u0130ki ilin ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 onu a\u011flada bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi el\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc, el\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131, el\u0259 s\u0131zlad\u0131 ki, bir zamanlar atas\u0131n\u0131n qan\u0131yla \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k olan Yasamal da\u011f\u0131, indi d\u0259 onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ndi…<\/p>\n

Handan-hana Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bala, qalx aya\u011fa. Burada dayanmaq olmaz. Bizi g\u00f6r\u0259n olar. Bils\u0259l\u0259r ki, erm\u0259ni gizl\u0259dir\u0259m, evimi y\u0131xarlar. Allah Moskvan\u0131n evini y\u0131xs\u0131n! Pasportunda n\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b, bala?<\/p>\n

Janna g\u00fccl\u0259 cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

– Qriqoryan Janna A\u015fot q\u0131z\u0131.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Gizl\u0259t o pasportu, bala, gizl\u0259t…<\/p>\n

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Janna Sad\u0131q ki\u015finin ail\u0259sin\u0259 tez isni\u015fdi. T\u0259kc\u0259 evd\u0259kil\u0259r \u2013 arvad\u0131 Ayna, o\u011flu Adil v\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 Sona bildi Jannan\u0131n erm\u0259ni oldu\u011funu. Qonum-qon\u015fulara is\u0259 Slavyanka k\u0259ndind\u0259ki Pavelin q\u0131z\u0131 kimi q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 verildi. Pavel uzun ill\u0259r G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 al\u0131\u015f-veri\u015f etmi\u015fdi. Sad\u0131q ki\u015fiyl\u0259 orada tan\u0131\u015f olmu\u015fdular. El\u0259 o qa\u00e7haqa\u00e7da da Sad\u0131q ki\u015finin ail\u0259sini Arturun evin\u0259 Pavel g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. Arturgil d\u0259 Sad\u0131qgilin G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki evind\u0259 m\u0259skunla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Ev b\u00f6lg\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259 Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi Artura pul da g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdi. \u201cH\u0259r \u015fey halall\u0131qla olmal\u0131d\u0131r, Arturun torpa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259nim torpa\u011f\u0131mdan b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 pul \u00f6d\u0259m\u0259liy\u0259m\u201d, – demi\u015fdi Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi.<\/p>\n

Pavelin do\u011frudan da Moskvada Jannayla ya\u015f\u0131d q\u0131z\u0131 var idi. \u0130\u015fi il\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar tez-tez s\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 olan Pavel guya Jannan\u0131 dostu Sad\u0131qa tap\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Pavel d\u0259 Jannaya do\u011fma q\u0131z\u0131 kimi yana\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Pavell\u0259 Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi Jannan\u0131 G\u00fcrc\u00fcstan t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na yollamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn c\u00fcrb\u0259s\u00fcr planlar qururdu. Lakin s\u0259rh\u0259dd\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259rgin idi ki, g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015fqa \u00e7ar\u0259l\u0259ri qalm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Janna Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259 \u00e7ox s\u0259lis dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxuyandan Az\u0259rbaycan dili v\u0259 tarixi il\u0259 maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130nstitut ill\u0259rind\u0259 is\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131 Z\u00fcleyxa il\u0259 bir otaqda qald\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 dili daha yax\u0131ndan \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Z\u00fcleyxa da erm\u0259ni dilini, erm\u0259ni xalq\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tini \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Janna tez-tez Z\u00fcleyxagil\u0259 – Tovuza qonaq gedir, Z\u00fcleyxa da onlara \u2013 \u00c7ardaql\u0131ya g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n

Janna bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 Sad\u0131q ki\u015fiy\u0259 Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini des\u0259 d\u0259, Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi \u201cbala, v\u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7ox pisdi, indi olmaz, d\u00f6z, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq\u201d, dey\u0259 cavab vermi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

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Adil bir ay idi ki, \u201cK\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcl\u0259r\u201din s\u0131ras\u0131na yaz\u0131laraq da\u011flarda ke\u015fik \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Art\u0131q s\u0259ks\u0259ninci ill\u0259r gerid\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f, tarix yeni bir d\u00f6n\u0259min\u0259 – doxsan\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259m basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Janna bahar n\u0259f\u0259sli k\u0259ndl\u0259rinin bahar\u0131na q\u0259rq olmu\u015f, yanaqlar\u0131nda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Pavel ona anas\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259tirmi\u015f, Janna bar\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259 Hayqanu\u015fa m\u0259lumat vermi\u015fdi. H\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259fin \u00fcr\u0259yi rahat idi.<\/p>\n

Ayna arvad Jannaya ana, Sona is\u0259 bac\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi is\u0259 Jannan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn do\u011fma balas\u0131 bilirdi. O evd\u0259 Janna t\u0259kc\u0259 Adill\u0259 dil tapmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qaradinm\u0259z, bir az \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n, d\u0259lisov Adil ev\u0259 gec\u0259d\u0259n-gec\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. H\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 atas\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259kliy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilir, s\u0259rh\u0259dd\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 ona m\u0259lumat verirdi. Onlar\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259ti h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 Sad\u0131q ki\u015finin \u201cMoskvan\u0131n evi y\u0131x\u0131ls\u0131n\u201d qar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 sona yetirdi. Adil \u201cK\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcl\u0259r\u201d d\u0259st\u0259sin\u0259 yaz\u0131landan sonra is\u0259 Sad\u0131q ki\u015finin yuxusu \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kildi. Ayna arvad is\u0259 \u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nir \u201ch\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq, Sad\u0131q deyir, az qal\u0131b\u201d dey\u0259r\u0259k, nikbinliyini \u0259ld\u0259n vermirdi.<\/p>\n

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-Ayna xala, icaz\u0259 ver dolman\u0131 b\u00fckm\u0259y\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edim.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u00fck\u0259 bilirs\u0259ns\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131m.- Ayna \u0259lind\u0259ki qiym\u0259ni yumrulay\u0131b evl\u0259rinin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131ndan y\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0259v\u0259daban\u0131 yarpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na qoydu v\u0259 s\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259 b\u00fckd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Janna qollar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7irm\u0259yib qiym\u0259d\u0259n bir tik\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Anam\u0131n bir r\u0259fiq\u0259si vard\u0131 qon\u015fu k\u0259ndd\u0259n \u2013 M\u0259sm\u0259 xala. G\u00f6z\u0259l yem\u0259kl\u0259r bi\u015firirdi. Az\u0259rbaycan yem\u0259kl\u0259ri bi\u015firm\u0259yi anam ondan \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Dolma, dov\u011fa, a\u015f, ke\u015fk\u0259 o g\u00fcnl\u0259r olayd\u0131, Ayna xala….<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Olacaq, bala, s\u0259br ed\u0259k, olacaq. M\u0259n d\u0259 tur\u015fu tutma\u011f\u0131, meyv\u0259 qurutma\u011f\u0131, al\u0131n\u00e7a, gaval\u0131 f\u0259tiri haz\u0131rlama\u011f\u0131 erm\u0259ni qon\u015fular\u0131mdan \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m. Bizim ki\u015fi erm\u0259ni Suren\u0259 qo\u015fulub \u00e7ax\u0131r da haz\u0131rlamaq ist\u0259yirdi, \u2013 o \u015faqqanaq \u00e7\u0259kib g\u00fcld\u00fc, – nec\u0259 el\u0259dis\u0259, \u00e7ax\u0131r daha \u00e7ox sirk\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Janna da Ayna arvada qo\u015fulub \u015faqqanaq \u00e7\u0259kdi. Ki\u015fi e\u015fits\u0259, m\u0259ni teyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, ay q\u0131z. Sayat Nova demi\u015f:<\/p>\n


\nN\u0259m\u0259k yedikc\u0259 arvad xatadan,
\nDey\u0259r\u0259m saxlas\u0131n yaradan sizi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 A, Ayna xala, Sayat Nova Erm\u0259nistan\u0131n Xalq \u015fairidir. Amma m\u0259n bu par\u00e7an\u0131 bilmirdim.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 H\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131m, Sayat Nova t\u0259kc\u0259 Erm\u0259nistan\u0131n yox, SSR\u0130-nin xalq \u015fairidi, ozan\u0131d\u0131. H\u0259m d\u0259 bu \u015feiri Az\u0259rbaycan dilind\u0259 yaz\u0131b.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Onda m\u0259n d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n Xalq \u015fairind\u0259n bir par\u00e7a dem\u0259liy\u0259m, yoxsa \u0259ziz Ayna xalam m\u0259nd\u0259n inciy\u0259r, – dey\u0259r\u0259k, Janna h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 ifaya ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

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Ulduzlar havan\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259lir,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Qayal\u0131 da\u011flardan duman y\u00fcks\u0259lir.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

X\u0259yal\u0131m gec\u0259ni salama g\u0259lir,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00c7ap\u0131rd\u0131r at\u0131n\u0131 birba\u015fa d\u00fcnya.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funu kim \u0259zb\u0259r bilmir ki, q\u0131z\u0131m… Ayna arvad ali t\u0259hsili olmasa da, \u015feird\u0259n, s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259n m\u0259lumatl\u0131 oldu\u011fu il\u0259 f\u0259xr ed\u0259r\u0259k b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f dolmalar\u0131 qazan\u00e7aya y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131…<\/p>\n

Janna doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u201cSar\u0131 g\u0259lin\u201di z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k Sonan\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7di:<\/p>\n

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Sa\u00e7\u0131n ucun h\u00f6rm\u0259zl\u0259r,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fc q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259rm\u0259zl\u0259r,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu sevda n\u0259 sevdad\u0131r,<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259 verm\u0259zl\u0259r.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Sona heyranl\u0131qla onu dinl\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sona, Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 musiqi m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259miz vard\u0131 – Emiliya Alaverdiyan. \u00c7ox h\u0259zin v\u0259 m\u0259lah\u0259tli s\u0259sl\u0259 \u201cSar\u0131 g\u0259lin\u201di tez-tez z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259rdi. V\u0259 dey\u0259rdi ki, Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n bu xalq mahn\u0131s\u0131nda \u00e7ox d\u0259rin bir k\u0259d\u0259r var. Xan \u00c7oban\u0131n Sar\u0131 g\u0259lin\u0259 olan sevgisinin s\u0259sidir bu mahn\u0131. V\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u201cSar\u0131 g\u0259lin\u201dd\u0259n sonra bizim \u201cAh g\u00f6z\u0259l, g\u00f6z\u0259l\u201d xalq mahn\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 oxuyard\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201cAh G\u00f6z\u0259l, g\u00f6z\u0259l, <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0259n m\u0259nim q\u0259lbimin sirrini bil\u0259nd\u0259n sonra<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Ac\u0131mas\u0131zca t\u0259rk etdin m\u0259ni?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259ns\u0259 m\u0259sum bir sevgiyl\u0259 sevirdim s\u0259ni…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

V\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f axard\u0131. O \u201cSar\u0131 g\u0259lin\u201d v\u0259 \u201cAh g\u00f6z\u0259l, g\u00f6z\u0259l\u201dd\u0259ki h\u0259r iki a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n eyni k\u00f6kd\u0259n, eyni iztirabdan yarand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259rdi. Emiliya m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 idi. Otuz-otuz be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131. Ail\u0259 qurmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131 t\u00fcrkl\u0259 sevi\u015firl\u0259rmi\u015f, atas\u0131 bu izdivaca icaz\u0259 verm\u0259yib. Lap Qara Ke\u015fi\u015f kimi. Ondan sonra Emiliya m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 ail\u0259 qurmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Uzun zamand\u0131r Sonanin i\u00e7ini yey\u0259n sual\u0131 verm\u0259yin vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, Jannan\u0131n yana\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n ya\u015f damlas\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259r\u0259k dedi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Janna, \u0259rini sevibmi ail\u0259 qurmu\u015fdun?<\/p>\n

Janna bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t susduqdan sonra:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, sevdim v\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, yen\u0259 d\u0259 sevir\u0259m, – dey\u0259r\u0259k g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 dikdi.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ax\u0131 o, s\u0259ni atd\u0131….<\/p>\n

Janna g\u00fcnahkarcas\u0131na:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 N\u0259 edim, bac\u0131, sevgi \u00f6z \u0259limizd\u0259 deyil ax\u0131. O da m\u0259ni sevirdi, m\u0259n\u0259 sadiq idi. Moskva da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fa ged\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r… Moskvan\u0131n evi y\u0131x\u0131ls\u0131n! \u2013 Sonuncu c\u00fcml\u0259ni eyn\u0259n Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi kimi s\u0259sl\u0259ndirdi. H\u0259r ikisi ucadan g\u00fcld\u00fc…<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sona, b\u0259s s\u0259n niy\u0259 ail\u0259 qurmursan? G\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131san. Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar tez \u0259r\u0259 gedir ax\u0131, ay q\u0131z, ya\u015f\u0131n iyirmibe\u015f\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131r e, birazdan s\u0259n\u0259 evd\u0259 qal\u0131q dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Sona d\u0259rind\u0259n ah \u00e7\u0259kdi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Birazdan yox, bac\u0131, m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7oxdand\u0131r \u201cqal\u0131q\u201d deyirl\u0259r. Biz did\u0259rginl\u0259r g\u0259ncliyimizi orda qoyub g\u0259ldik. G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259kdim, u\u015faqlar\u0131m olacaqd\u0131… Sevdiyim d\u0259 vard\u0131. O da m\u0259ni sevirdi. Ail\u0259l\u0259rimiz d\u0259 bilirdi. H\u0259tta anama onun anas\u0131 eyham da etmi\u015fdi ki, siz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yik, haz\u0131r olun…\u00a0 \u2013 Sonan\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 yanaqlar\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u2013 Budur,\u00a0 bizi yurdumuzdan el\u0259dil\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n ail\u0259si harada m\u0259skunla\u015fd\u0131, he\u00e7 x\u0259b\u0259rimiz d\u0259 yoxdur. Birc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m, biz k\u0259ndimizi t\u0259rk ed\u0259nd\u0259 onlar orada idi. Janna, bizim sevgimiz d\u0259 sevincimiz, g\u0259ncliyimiz kimi G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 qald\u0131. M\u0259n v\u0259 ya\u015fda\u015flar\u0131m bel\u0259c\u0259 qar\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131q. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, bir torpaqda boy atan tumurcuq ba\u015fqa bir torpaqda \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7maz. Moskvanin evi y\u0131x\u0131ls\u0131n, Janna!<\/p>\n

Sad\u0131q ki\u015finin g\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u00fcz k\u0259r\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259tdiyi bu ifad\u0259y\u0259 bu d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259dil\u0259r…<\/p>\n

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Getdikc\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t daha da g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015firdi. \u0130yirmi Yanvar hadis\u0259si b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndi sars\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Janna t\u0259la\u015f i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. \u201cBu nec\u0259 olur ax\u0131? Nec\u0259 olur ki, \u00f6z \u00f6lk\u0259mizd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259yirl\u0259r?! Ax\u0131 sovet ordusu, Q\u0131z\u0131l Ordu bizi \u2013 sovet sosializmind\u0259ki respublikalar\u0131 qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ax\u0131 bizim o\u011fullar\u0131m\u0131z o ordunun s\u0131ralar\u0131ndad\u0131r. \u018fvv\u0259l qurama Sumqay\u0131t hadis\u0259l\u0259ri, sonra 20 Yanvar\u201d. O, radio dal\u011falar\u0131ndan Sumqay\u0131t hadis\u0259l\u0259rinin tam t\u0259rsini e\u015fidirdi. Erm\u0259nistan radiosu Sumqay\u0131tda erm\u0259nil\u0259rin amans\u0131z q\u0259tlind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Janna \u201cb\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar yaland\u0131r, t\u0259xribatd\u0131r, Moskvan\u0131n i\u015fidir\u201d, dey\u0259 etiraz edir,Sad\u0131q day\u0131, \u201cErm\u0259nistana ged\u0259n kimi, h\u0259qiq\u0259t bar\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259tbuata x\u0259b\u0259r ver\u0259c\u0259m. Sumqay\u0131t hadis\u0259l\u0259rinin qurma oldu\u011funu, \u0259ksin\u0259 az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131lar\u0131n ne\u00e7\u0259 erm\u0259ni ail\u0259sini qorudu\u011funu, gizl\u0259tdiyini s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m\u201d, –\u00a0 deyirdi. Sadiq ki\u015fi is\u0259 t\u0259mkinini pozmadan cavab verirdi: \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131m, bu, bir siyas\u0131 oyundur, biz zaman-zaman qon\u015fu olmu\u015fuq. H\u0259tta musiqimizi d\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r\u0131q. Bizi ayr\u0131 salanlar\u0131 ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn, Moskvan\u0131n evi y\u0131x\u0131ls\u0131n, bala\u201d, dey\u0259 t\u0259mkinl\u0259 cavab verirdi.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259rh\u0259dd\u0259n k\u0259nd\u0259 ilk tabut g\u0259ldi. Bu, c\u0259mi iki ayd\u0131r \u201cK\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcl\u0259r\u201d d\u0259st\u0259sin\u0259 qo\u015fulan Adilin tabutu idi. Adili \u015e\u0131n\u0131x b\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 q\u0259tl\u0259 yetirmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Bu g\u00fcn Adilin anas\u0131 t\u0259k Ayna arvad deyildi, b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd qad\u0131nlar\u0131 \u201co\u011ful\u201d deyib, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Bu g\u00fcn Adilin atas\u0131 t\u0259kc\u0259 Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi deyildi, b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd a\u011fsaqqallar\u0131n\u0131n beli b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu g\u00fcn Adilin bac\u0131s\u0131 t\u0259kc\u0259 Sona deyildi, b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259ndin q\u0131zlar\u0131 \u201cqarda\u015f, vay\u201d deyirdi… Sad\u0131q ki\u015finin h\u0259y\u0259ti adamlar\u0131n d\u0259rdinin alt\u0131nda sanki \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, a\u011faclar\u0131n beli b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 ald\u0131qlar\u0131 bu x\u0259b\u0259r Jannan\u0131 da sars\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, n\u0259 analara qo\u015fulub a\u011f\u0131 dey\u0259, n\u0259 bac\u0131lara qo\u015fulub \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0131ra bilirdi. \u00dcst\u0259lik d\u0259 e\u015fitdiyi \u201cEvin y\u0131x\u0131ls\u0131n, ay erm\u0259ni, nec\u0259 q\u0131yd\u0131n bu cavana\u201d, \u201cerm\u0259niy\u0259 inanma\u011f\u0131n sonu buymu\u015f, ay camaat\u201d, \u201cerm\u0259ni g\u00fcll\u0259sin\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259lib\u201d, kimi a\u011f\u0131r ittihamlar i\u00e7ini d\u0259lib, g\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 qan \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini, hara ged\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi, k\u00fcncd\u0259 b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Birt\u0259h\u0259r yerind\u0259n qalxd\u0131 v\u0259 t\u00f6vl\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdi. Ayna arvad\u0131n g\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u00fcz d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kib ox\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 buzovun yan\u0131ndak\u0131 tax\u00e7ada bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t oturdu. Bird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc divardak\u0131 m\u0131xa tax\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ip\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. \u0130p onun xilaskar\u0131 kimi \u201ccilv\u0259l\u0259ndi\u201d. Q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259 aya\u011fa durdu. \u0130pi t\u00f6vl\u0259nin tavan\u0131na birl\u0259\u015fdirdi v\u0259 buzovun qaba\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 su dolu vedr\u0259nin suyunu bo\u015faldaraq ipin alt\u0131nda a\u011fz\u00fcst\u0259 yer\u0259 qoydu.<\/p>\n

Yas adamlar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda olan Pavel Jannan\u0131n t\u00f6vl\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getdiyini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0131z\u0131n geri d\u00f6nm\u0259m\u0259si onda \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 yaratd\u0131, tez \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u00f6vl\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131rd\u0131. T\u00f6vl\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q idi. Janna ipi bo\u011faz\u0131na ke\u00e7irm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, Pavel i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi v\u0259 onu qollar\u0131 aras\u0131na alaraq yer\u0259 qoydu. Janna tir-tir \u0259sirdi. Pavel h\u0259y\u0259canla:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131z\u0131m, s\u0259n n\u0259 edirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n

– Pavel \u0259mi, m\u0259n daha ya\u015faya bilm\u0259r\u0259m, Pavel \u0259mi, ax\u0131 onlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 nec\u0259 bax\u0131m? Bir il\u0259 yax\u0131nd\u0131r bu evd\u0259y\u0259m. Sad\u0131q day\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fma ata, Ayna xala ana olub. Adil m\u0259nim d\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131m idi. Ax\u0131 Adili erm\u0259nil\u0259r \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb, Pavel \u0259mi… \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k, \u00e7ul kimi Pavelin qollar\u0131 aras\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Janna ay\u0131landan sonra Pavel onu Slavyankaya \u2013\u00f6z evin\u0259 apard\u0131.<\/p>\n

Adilin q\u0131rx\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi bilirdi ki, Pavel Jannaya do\u011fma q\u0131z\u0131 kimi bax\u0131r. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 Jannadan \u00e7ox narahat idi.<\/p>\n

Sad\u0131q ki\u015fini h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n Janna g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 saxlaya bilm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, onun boynuna sar\u0131ld\u0131. Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi d\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Janna he\u00e7 vaxt onu bel\u0259 beli b\u00fck\u00fck, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 ya\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. O\u011ful d\u0259rdi Sad\u0131q ki\u015fini sanki on il qocaltm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O, Jannaya \u201chaz\u0131rla\u015f, ev\u0259 gedirik\u201d, dey\u0259nd\u0259 Janna bir daha h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k, ona q\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131. Yol boyunca Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi Jannaya t\u0259skinlik verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131z\u0131m, burada s\u0259nin su\u00e7un yoxdu, bu, Adilimin taleyi idi, g\u0259ldi ba\u015f\u0131ma. Bu, siyas\u0259tin x\u0259nc\u0259ri idi, balam\u0131n sin\u0259sin\u0259 tu\u015fland\u0131. S\u0259nin, m\u0259nim n\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131m\u0131z var, bala? S\u0259nin anan ist\u0259y\u0259rdimi o\u011flu kimis\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcn, qatil olsun? M\u0259nim anam ist\u0259y\u0259rdimi, o\u011flu d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn-davan\u0131n qurban\u0131 olsun. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc niy\u0259 g\u00fcnahkar say\u0131rsan? Ayna xalan, bac\u0131n Sona ba\u015flar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lan kimi s\u0259ni soru\u015fdular. \u00d6z\u00fcm gec g\u0259ldim. Dedim q\u0131rx g\u00fcn evimiz qar\u0131\u015f\u0131ql\u0131q olacaq, s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin olar. H\u0259m d\u0259 qorxdum ki, s\u0259nin kimliyind\u0259n duyuq d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n olar. Ged\u0259k evimiz\u0259, bala. S\u0259n m\u0259nim \u0259man\u0259tims\u0259n. G\u0259r\u0259k sa\u011f-salamat anana t\u0259hvil verim s\u0259ni. H\u0259, onu da deyim, g\u00f6mr\u00fckd\u0259 adam var, dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam, bu yax\u0131nlarda s\u0259ni yola salacam. \u0130ndi is\u0259 ged\u0259k evimiz\u0259, evd\u0259kil\u0259r d\u0259 s\u0259nsiz dar\u0131x\u0131b…<\/p>\n

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Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi h\u0259r \u015feyi yerb\u0259yer el\u0259mi\u015fdi. S\u0259h\u0259r oba\u015fdan Jannan\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan-G\u00fcrc\u00fcstan s\u0259rh\u0259ddin\u0259 aparacaqd\u0131. Pavell\u0259 d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Janna Pavelin q\u0131z\u0131 Ninan\u0131n pasportu il\u0259 g\u00f6mr\u00fckd\u0259n G\u00fcrc\u00fcstana yola sal\u0131nacaqd\u0131. Oradan G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259k is\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin deyildi.<\/p>\n

Ayna arvad bir yandan Jannaya pay ay\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Q\u0131z\u0131m, bu ba\u011flaman\u0131 ver\u0259rs\u0259n Arturun arvad\u0131 Sirus xalana, mer-meyv\u0259di. \u00d6z h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rinin bar\u0131d\u0131. Bu biri ba\u011flaman\u0131 is\u0259 anana ver\u0259rs\u0259n, ip\u0259k yayl\u0131qd\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131na \u00f6rt\u0259r. Bu corablar\u0131 is\u0259 s\u0259n\u00e7\u00fcn toxumu\u015fam. G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259 soyuq olur, aya\u011f\u0131na geyin\u0259rs\u0259n. \u2013 Janna t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 Ayna arvada bax\u0131r, h\u0259rd\u0259n \u201cba\u015f \u00fcst\u0259, Ayna xala\u201d deyirdi.\u00a0 \u2013 S\u0259rh\u0259ddi ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 ehtiyatl\u0131 ol ha, \u00e7antan\u0131 unudarsan. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, g\u00fcrc\u00fcl\u0259r sada var, yoxsa anan\u0131n yan\u0131na nec\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259kdin?<\/p>\n

K\u0259nardan arvad\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini seyr ed\u0259n Sad\u0131q\u00a0 ki\u015fi: – Ay arvad, q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7a\u015f-ba\u015f salma, – dey\u0259r\u0259k, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Jannaya tutdu:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Q\u0131z\u0131m, Artur \u0259min\u0259 dey\u0259rs\u0259n ki, evin bax\u00e7a t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 t\u00f6vl\u0259 tikmi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130n\u0259k olmasa, dolanammar\u0131q. \u0130n\u0259yi ora sal\u0131ram, in\u015faallah, \u00f6z\u00fc ev-e\u015fiyin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259 s\u00f6k\u0259r. Bir d\u0259 de ki, imkan\u0131 olsa, m\u0259nim ba\u011f\u0131mdak\u0131 \u0259zgild\u0259n bura \u015fitil g\u00f6nd\u0259rsin, o n\u00f6v burada yoxdu, g\u00f6r\u00fcm art\u0131ra bilir\u0259mmi. Al bu pulu da, yola ver\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Janna pulu utana-utana g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sad\u0131q day\u0131, Ayna xala, haqq\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 halal edin. Bu uzun zamanda siz m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fma ail\u0259 oldunuz. O\u011ful d\u0259rdinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Siz m\u0259nim x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kdiyimi bildiyiniz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qurutdunuz. B\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd Adilin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 erm\u0259nil\u0259ri qar\u011fasa, s\u00f6ys\u0259 d\u0259 siz bir k\u0259lm\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131n\u0131z. Bilmir\u0259m sizin x\u0259cal\u0259tinizd\u0259n nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacam, – dey\u0259r\u0259k Ayna arvad\u0131 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlad\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259r ikisi h\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fc…<\/p>\n

Evin bir k\u0259nar\u0131nda b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015f\u0259n Sona Jannan\u0131n anas\u0131na qovu\u015faca\u011f\u0131na sevins\u0259 d\u0259, d\u0259rin bir q\u00fcss\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 idi…<\/p>\n

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S\u0259rh\u0259dd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 kimi oldu. Jannan\u0131n G\u00fcrc\u00fcstan t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini g\u00f6r\u0259n Sad\u0131q ki\u015fi m\u0259yus halda dedi: \u201cMoskvan\u0131n evi y\u0131x\u0131ls\u0131n!\u201d<\/p>\n

…Janna sevinirdi. Qanad\u0131 olsa, u\u00e7ard\u0131. O, \u00fcmid edirdi ki, tezlikl\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq v\u0259 anas\u0131yla birg\u0259 geri \u2013 evl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

\u0130rad\u0259 Aytel<\/p>\n

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(hekay\u0259) S\u0259ks\u0259ninci ill\u0259rin son aylar\u0131 idi. Q\u0131\u015f bu il tez g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Yerd\u0259 qar g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, uzaqdan boy ver\u0259n da\u011flar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 d\u00fcma\u011f idi. Janna\u00a0 g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259sinin boyunlu\u011funu bir az da yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131raraq\u00a0 \u015fal\u0131n\u0131 yenid\u0259n d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi v\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131na boyland\u0131. H\u0259rbi geyimlil\u0259r d\u00f6rd t\u0259r\u0259fi ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259sg\u0259rin bir yer\u0259 topla\u015fmas\u0131na t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb ets\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259-s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u0259y\u0259 oradan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5808,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[16],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9875"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9875"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9875\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9876,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9875\/revisions\/9876"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5808"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9875"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9875"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9875"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}