{"id":9951,"date":"2015-11-23T19:42:34","date_gmt":"2015-11-23T15:42:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9951"},"modified":"2015-11-23T19:49:38","modified_gmt":"2015-11-23T15:49:38","slug":"%c9%99li-sirin-sukurlu-sayad-t%c9%99l%c9%99s%c9%99n-adam-b%c9%99yazliqda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9951","title":{"rendered":"\u018fli \u015eirin \u015e\u00fck\u00fcrl\u00fc Sayad &#8211; T\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n adam b\u0259yazl\u0131qda"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><em><a href=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/elishirin.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter wp-image-5767 size-medium\" src=\"http:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/elishirin-300x230.jpg\" alt=\"elishirin\" width=\"300\" height=\"230\" srcset=\"https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/elishirin-300x230.jpg 300w, https:\/\/kultur.az\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/elishirin.jpg 851w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>nisbilik n\u0259z\u0259riyy\u0259si<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>q\u0259rib\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259<\/p>\n<p>qorxulu fikirl\u0259r g\u0259lir a\u011fl\u0131ma \u2013<\/p>\n<p>bir az da maraql\u0131 fikirl\u0259r do\u011frusu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumuram; m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lir ki, u\u00e7uram i\u015f\u0131q s\u00fcr\u0259til\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>u\u00e7uram hara \u2013 bilmir\u0259m &#8211; u\u00e7uram<\/p>\n<p>v\u0259 uzaqla\u015f\u0131ram bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin yerl\u0259\u015fdiyi \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6lk\u0259nin<\/p>\n<p>s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fcr\u0259d\u0259n. uzaqla\u015f\u0131ram bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>sonra he\u00e7 n\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>a\u00e7\u0131ram g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc; qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>az qala he\u00e7 k\u0259si v\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259yi tan\u0131m\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259kan tan\u0131nmaz d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015filib.<\/p>\n<p>tan\u0131\u015flar h\u0259yatda yoxdu art\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259nd\u0259n sonra do\u011fulanlar qocal\u0131b h\u0259tta.<\/p>\n<p>d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n, dey\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259n\u0259m t\u0259kc\u0259. ya da<\/p>\n<p>d\u0259yi\u015fs\u0259m bel\u0259, bu,n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7arpmayacaq d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>lakin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>sanki<\/p>\n<p>\u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n hans\u0131sa bir par\u00e7an\u0131<\/p>\n<p>sal\u0131b itirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>v\u0259 ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc g\u0259zir\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>b\u00fct\u00fcn bu d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; \u2013 18.11.2015<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u015fair-filosof<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u015fair poetik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n filosofdu \u2013 deyir Haydeger.<\/p>\n<p>m\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ne\u00e7\u0259 ill\u0259rdi:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>yaranan n\u0259 varsa \u2013<\/p>\n<p>t\u0259l\u0259bd\u0259n do\u011far,<\/p>\n<p>\u015f\u0259kli \u0259ks olunar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259d\u0259,<\/p>\n<p>sonra yava\u015f-yava\u015f ist\u0259y\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>h\u0259yat var a \u2013 asta-asta \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc el\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259n d\u0259rind\u0259n,<\/p>\n<p>d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259n d\u0259rind\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>sevgi \u2013 bir az da nifr\u0259tdi, nifr\u0259t \u2013 bir az sevgi,<\/p>\n<p>sevinc \u2013 bir az k\u0259d\u0259rdi, k\u0259d\u0259r \u2013 bir az sevinc,<\/p>\n<p>xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik \u2013 bir az b\u0259db\u0259xtlikdi, b\u0259db\u0259xtlik \u2013 bir az s\u0259ad\u0259t.<\/p>\n<p>q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 &#8211; 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\u2013 14.11.2015<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259n adam b\u0259yazl\u0131qda<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>tez-tez s\u0259hra g\u00f6r\u00fcr \u2013 ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa b\u0259yaz, bomboz h\u00fcduds\u00fczluq<\/p>\n<p>v\u0259 o b\u0259yazl\u0131qda v\u0259 h\u00fcdudsuzluqda n\u0259 ist\u0259s\u0259 yarada bilir x\u0259yal\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>n\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck yaratmaq g\u00fcc\u00fc varm\u0131\u015f bo\u015flu\u011fa b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f h\u00fcdudsuzlu\u011fun \u2013<\/p>\n<p>d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 tez-t\u0259l\u0259sik.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>yad\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259ni bir c\u0259h\u0259ti var<\/p>\n<p>\u015feytan\u0131 sevindir\u0259n: el\u0259 hey t\u0259l\u0259sir.<\/p>\n<p>b\u0259z\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilmir niy\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir, hara v\u0259 kim\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sir.<\/p>\n<p>amma el\u0259 hey t\u0259l\u0259sir. t\u0259l\u0259sir, dey\u0259s\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>\u201c he\u00e7 n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u201d\u00a0 \u201che\u00e7 hara\u201d v\u0259\u00a0 \u201che\u00e7 kim\u0259\u201d. t\u0259l\u0259sir v\u0259<\/p>\n<p>el\u0259 hey gedir. gedir &#8211; 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