{"id":9978,"date":"2015-12-03T16:28:36","date_gmt":"2015-12-03T12:28:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9978"},"modified":"2015-12-03T16:28:36","modified_gmt":"2015-12-03T12:28:36","slug":"akif-abbasov-gec%c9%99-olub-gunduzumu-apardin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kultur.az\/?p=9978","title":{"rendered":"Akif ABBASOV – Gec\u0259 olub, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc apard\u0131n…"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"AK\u0130F<\/a>(\u201cAldanma s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259\u201d roman\u0131ndan)<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Getdin, indi qaranl\u0131\u011fa yolda\u015fam,<\/em><\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 olub, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc apard\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n

Yollar il\u0259 yol ged\u0259nd\u0259 azm\u0131\u015fam<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259n \u0259yrimi, s\u0259n d\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc apard\u0131n<\/h2>\n

H\u0259s\u0259n Cabbar<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Xuraman yataqdan bir h\u0259ft\u0259 sonra qalxd\u0131. Art\u0131q \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u00admi\u015fdi. Bu m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 Arzu ba\u011f\u00e7aya getm\u0259di. Xuraman sa\u011fal\u00admas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, qon\u015fulara \u0259ziyy\u0259t verm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdi. \u018fziz\u0259nin s\u00f6z\u00adl\u0259ri, d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc v\u0259ziyy\u0259t he\u00e7 c\u00fcr onun yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u018fri il\u0259 \u018fzi\u00adz\u0259\u00adni hans\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t, hans\u0131 tell\u0259r bir-birin\u0259 ba\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131? Murad Xuramandan \u00f6tr\u00fc d\u0259li-divan\u0259 idi. K\u00f6lg\u0259 kimi dal\u0131nca s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u0259rdi. \u201cM\u0259n\u0259 qism\u0259t olma\u00adsan, h\u0259yat m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 m\u0259n bu d\u0259rd\u0259 tabla\u015fa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. S\u0259nin yerini he\u00e7 bir q\u0131z ver\u0259 bilm\u0259z\u201d dey\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

O, jurnalist idi v\u0259 \u00e7ox inc\u0259 q\u0259lbi vard\u0131, h\u0259dsiz h\u0259ssas v\u0259 s\u0259mimi idi. Xuraman da Murad\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi. Bir g\u00fcn onu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fcnya ona dar g\u0259lirdi. R\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259ri onu q\u0131nay\u0131r: \u201cAy q\u0131z, indi z\u0259man\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fib. Leyli-M\u0259cnunluq d\u00f6vr\u00fc \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7ib\u201d, – deyirdil\u0259r.\u00a0 \u201cEl\u0259 q\u0131zlar var ki, g\u00fcnd\u0259 bir o\u011flan d\u0259yi\u015firl\u0259r. H\u0259l\u0259 o\u011flanlar\u0131 demirik. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r cavansan, \u015fuxsan, t\u0259rav\u0259tlis\u0259n kefind\u0259n qalma. G\u0259z, \u0259yl\u0259n. Sevgi bo\u015f \u015feydir, \u015fairl\u0259rin uydurmas\u0131d\u0131r. Sevgid\u0259n d\u0259m vuranlar, avam, f\u0259ras\u0259tsiz adamlard\u0131r. O\u011flana n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox ba\u011flansan, d\u0259rdin\u00add\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259n d\u0259, ba\u015fqas\u0131na rast g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, el\u0259 h\u0259min-h\u0259mindir. M\u0259\u015f\u0259di \u0130bad\u00a0 demi\u015fk\u0259n: \u201cO olmas\u0131n, bu olsun\u201d. S\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r, tu\u00admarlanmaq, \u00f6p\u00fclm\u0259k, qoxulanmaq, o\u011flan\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda uymaq?! Bu\u00adnu h\u0259r o\u011flan ed\u0259 bil\u0259r. Ax\u0131r\u0131 da yata\u011fa gir\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ndir. Kam\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131n, g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n bu, bir el\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin i\u015f\u00a0 deyilmi\u015f. Yataqda da n\u0259 etm\u0259li oldu\u011funu b\u00fct\u00fcn o\u011flanlar bacar\u0131r. El\u0259 ki, bu i\u015f d\u0259 adil\u0259\u015fdi, bez\u0259\u00adc\u0259ks\u0259n. \u0130nsan yekn\u0259c\u0259klikd\u0259n, g\u00fcnd\u0259 eyni adam\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259kd\u0259n ax\u0131r ki bezir. Onda g\u00f6zl\u0259rin ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 g\u0259z\u0259c\u0259k. Gizli d\u0259 olsa, gedib quca\u00ad\u011f\u0131\u00adna gir\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Sonra o da adil\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. G\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n o da el\u0259\u00a0 s\u0259nin ki\u015fin kimidir.<\/p>\n

Xuraman h\u0259yat, sevgi bar\u0259d\u0259 bel\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fcl, m\u0259suliyy\u0259tsiz dan\u0131\u00ad\u015fanlardan ikrah ed\u0259r v\u0259 onlara cavab ver\u0259rdi: \u201cDeyirsiniz ki, ax\u0131rda g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m el\u0259 ham\u0131s\u0131 eyni c\u00fcrd\u00fcr. Eyni c\u00fcrd\u00fcrs\u0259, b\u0259s niy\u0259 bunu ona, onu buna d\u0259yi\u015fir\u0259m. El\u0259 birin\u0259 ba\u011flan\u0131b qalaram, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 ona h\u0259sr ed\u0259r\u0259m. O da g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ki, ona sadiq\u0259m, s\u0259daq\u0259tliy\u0259m m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti daha da artar\u201d.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Ay q\u0131z, s\u0259n nec\u0259 d\u0259 sad\u0259l\u00f6vh v\u0259 avamsan. El\u0259 bil z\u0259man\u0259\u00a0 adam\u0131 deyils\u0259n, kinoya, teatra, baxm\u0131rsan. G\u0259tir\u0259rik, videoya tama\u015fa ed\u0259rs\u0259n, onda g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n ki, o\u011flanlarla, q\u0131zlar n\u0259 oyun \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rlar. H\u0259m onlar, h\u0259m bunlar z\u00f6vq\u00fc-s\u0259fa g\u00f6r\u00fcr, ya\u015fay\u0131rlar \u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. H\u0259yatg\u00f6z\u0259lolanda\u00f6m\u00fcruzan\u0131r, aybin\u0259va.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 S\u0259ndedikl\u0259rinpoz\u011fun, fahi\u015f\u0259qad\u0131nlar, ism\u0259tsizq\u0131zlard\u0131r. Binamuski\u015fil\u0259rdirki, biryubkag\u00f6r\u0259nkimi\u00f6znamuslar\u0131n\u0131daunudurlar.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 \u018fg\u0259rqad\u0131nikinciki\u015fiil\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259,el\u0259odafahi\u015f\u0259dir. El\u0259bilirs\u0259n, \u0259r\u0259ged\u0259nd\u0259nsonra, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259axtarmayacaqsan. Bus\u0259daq\u0259tliq\u0131zlar\u0131 5-6 ilsonrag\u00f6r. Bird\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, i\u015fyerind\u0259, koldibind\u0259, barlar\u0131n\u201cq\u0131f\u0131ll\u0131otaqlar\u0131nda\u201dki\u015fininquca\u011f\u0131ndaoturub. M\u0259niml\u0259raz\u0131la\u015fm\u0131rsan, ancaqyad\u0131ndasaxla, s\u0259n\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259z\u00fclmets\u0259nd\u0259, n\u0259q\u0259d\u0259r\u0259rin\u0259s\u0259daq\u0259tliqalsanda, os\u0259nid\u0259yi\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, biryox, birne\u00e7\u0259qad\u0131nlag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, ev\u0259gecg\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k. Soru\u015fandadadey\u0259c\u0259kki, i\u015fadam\u0131yam, n\u0259edim. M\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259ged\u0259c\u0259k, oradakiml\u0259rl\u0259s\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. Ezamiyy\u0259td\u0259olacaq, yen\u0259kimi is\u0259tapacaq, toyda, \u015f\u0259nlik\u00add\u0259, iclasdag\u00f6zl\u0259rikimiis\u0259axtaracaq. Kefind\u0259olark\u0259n, quca\u011f\u0131ndad\u00fcnyan\u0131nm\u0259lak\u0259sinisin\u0259sin\u0259s\u0131xark\u0259nfikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259c\u0259k: \u201cM\u0259nimarva\u00add\u0131mnec\u0259d\u0259sad\u0259l\u00f6vhd\u00fcr!\u201d. Og\u00fcnbirday-day\u0131il\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Kalan\u00add\u0131r. Bilirs\u0259nindiy\u0259kimine\u00e7\u0259qad\u0131nla\u00a0 olub?!<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi\u0259liqoynundaqalan, \u0259rininqara\u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259li\u015f\u0259klin\u0259yar\u0131inam, yar\u0131\u015f\u00fcbh\u0259libaxanXuraman: \u201cOlabilm\u0259z! Olabilm\u0259z!\u201d – dey\u0259\u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrv\u0259eynizamanda\u018fziz\u0259nin\u201cOlabilm\u0259z! Olabilm\u0259z!\u201dk\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259rini, onun\u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n, p\u0259jm\u00fcrd\u0259, q\u0259m-q\u00fcss\u0259, d\u0259rd-\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259y\u00fckl\u0259nmi\u015fsif\u0259tinixat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi qaytarayd\u0131lar…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi qaytarayd\u0131lar,<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rimi qurban ver\u0259rdim.<\/em><\/p>\n

(mahn\u0131dan)<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u018fziz\u0259 cavan idi. \u0130ki-\u00fc\u00e7 il olard\u0131 ali m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirmi\u015fdi. Xura\u00adman bil\u0259ni, \u0259xlaql\u0131, vicdanl\u0131, oturu\u015funa-duru\u015funa fikir ver\u0259n, b\u00f6\u00ady\u00fck-ki\u00e7iyin yerini bil\u0259n, u\u015faqlar\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck bac\u0131, ana kimi sev\u0259n, \u00f6z i\u015fi\u00adnin vur\u011funu olan q\u0131z idi. Subay q\u0131zla \u0259rinin aras\u0131nda n\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi?<\/p>\n

Bu suallar indi Xuraman\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259slik p\u0259rd\u0259sin\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn inamlar\u0131n\u0131 alt-\u00fcst edirdi. O, Murad\u0131 h\u0259qiqi ki\u015fi, \u0259r kimi\u00a0 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sevmi\u015f, ona h\u00f6rm\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259mi\u015f, \u00f6z ideal\u0131 sanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018frinin ona x\u0259yan\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259yi bar\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Murad da he\u00e7 vaxt\u00a0 buna \u0259sas verm\u0259mi\u015fdi. S\u0259n\u0259ti il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 m\u00fcxt\u0259lif adamlarla, lap el\u0259 qad\u0131nlarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015f\u0259rdi, m\u00fcsahib\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r, reportaj, o\u00e7erk yazard\u0131. Hara getdiyi, kiminl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc bar\u0259d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ona dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131. U\u015faq ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131ndan yaz\u0131 verm\u0259mi\u015fdi. H\u0259tta bir d\u0259f\u0259 Xura\u00adman ona: \u201cBu q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259qal\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, bir u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n, Arzu balam\u0131z\u0131n ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131ndan da yaz\u201d. Onda\u00a0 Murad: \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z orada t\u0259rbiy\u0259 al\u0131r, bir\u00add\u0259n fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259rl\u0259r, onun xatirin\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259 ba\u011f\u00e7adan yazm\u0131\u015fam. Bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259rl\u0259 aram yoxdur. Vaxt g\u0259l\u0259r m\u00fcxbirl\u0259rd\u0259n birini g\u00f6n\u00add\u0259\u00adr\u0259r\u0259m, yazar\u201d, – dey\u0259 cavab vermi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Bu bir-iki ild\u0259 Murad ba\u011f\u00e7ada da\u00a0 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Arzunu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 Xuraman aparar, ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259r is\u0259 ge\u00addib ba\u011f\u00e7adan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rdi. \u201cB\u0259s \u018fziz\u0259 Murad\u0131 haradan tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0131z institutda oxuyanda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r. Ya da k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259, metroda, toyda. Bi\u00e7imli, xo\u015f sima, cavan q\u0131zd\u0131r. R\u0259fiq\u0259min o vaxtlar dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 inanmasam da, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, hans\u0131 fikir is\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259 yax\u0131nd\u0131r. Ax\u0131 Murad sirrini m\u0259nd\u0259n niy\u0259 gizl\u0259dirmi\u015f. M\u0259n bir dost kimi, ona yax\u015f\u0131 dost olmu\u015fam, bir ana kimi q\u0131z\u0131mdan he\u00e7 n\u0259yi \u0259sirg\u0259\u00adm\u0259\u00admi\u015f\u0259m. Bir qad\u0131n kimi Allah m\u0259nd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259yi \u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259yib. Boy-buxun, g\u00f6z\u0259llik, l\u0259taf\u0259t\u2026 Evin b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, pal\u0131n\u0131-paltar\u0131n\u0131 vaxt\u0131nda yuyub, \u00fct\u00fcl\u0259yib, haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fam. Evin bazarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u0130\u015fl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki, Murada a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin. Bir arvad kimi yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 isitmi\u015f\u0259m, \u00fcr\u0259yi ist\u0259yinc\u0259 kam\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b\u2026 B\u0259lk\u0259, r\u0259fiq\u0259m dey\u0259n kimi, insan\u0131n doydu\u011fu g\u00fcn g\u0259lir. Yox, ola bilm\u0259z, ax\u0131 he\u00e7 kim bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n bilirdim ki, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 o, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259m\u0259 qoyanda d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u0259rd-s\u0259rini unudub m\u0259n\u0259vi rahatl\u0131q tap\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cD\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, var \u2013 d\u00f6vl\u0259ti buradad\u0131r \u2013 evimd\u0259dir. B\u00f6y\u00fck-b\u00f6y\u00fck imar\u0259tl\u0259r, z\u0259ngin saraylar m\u0259nim evimi \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. He\u00e7 kim, he\u00e7 n\u0259 arvad\u0131m\u0131n, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131n yerini ver\u0259 bilm\u0259z\u201d deyirdi.<\/p>\n

Murad, \u0259zizim, inanma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lmir. Y\u0259ni s\u0259n d\u0259 bo\u011fazdan yuxar\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsanm\u0131\u015f?! Ax\u0131 s\u0259n m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m idin. S\u0259nin yox\u00adlu\u011fun onsuz da m\u0259ni yetim qoydu. \u00d6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra da xo\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ya\u015fay\u0131r, s\u0259ni yan\u0131m\u0131zda hiss edirdik. El\u0259 z\u0259ngin xatir\u0259l\u0259r ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz boyu nikbin ya\u015famaq, q\u0259min-q\u00fcss\u0259nin, b\u0259db\u0259xtliyin n\u0259 oldu\u011funu bilm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcrm\u0259k kifay\u0259t idi. B\u0259s bu n\u0259dir? Ax\u0131 s\u0259n bel\u0259 i\u015f tutmazd\u0131n, ax\u0131 niy\u0259, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn? Sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 b\u00fct yarat\u00add\u0131\u011f\u0131n halda, yoxlu\u011funda m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s ruhuna l\u0259k\u0259 g\u0259tirdin.<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 n\u0259dir v\u0259fas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131na s\u0259b\u0259b? M\u0259n\u0259vi ehtiyacm\u0131 \u2013 m\u0259g\u0259r bu ehtiyac\u0131 \u00f6d\u0259y\u0259 bilmirdimmi? Fiziki t\u0259l\u0259batm\u0131? M\u0259g\u0259r m\u0259n yataqda aciz idimmi?<\/p>\n

B\u0259s el\u0259 is\u0259 n\u0259dir s\u0259b\u0259b? Kimdir bais? B\u0259lk\u0259 r\u0259fiq\u0259m haql\u0131d\u0131r? Dem\u0259k, x\u0259yan\u0259ti insan n\u0259sli do\u011fulanda \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u0259tirib? Sevimli arvad\u0131 il\u0259 yata\u011fa gir\u0259nd\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131nda ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131 canland\u0131r\u0131b, ya da\u00a0 \u00a0onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f bar\u0259d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fib. Bel\u0259 olmasayd\u0131, \u015fairl\u0259r, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar x\u0259yan\u0259td\u0259n cild-cild \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r yazmazd\u0131, b\u0259st\u0259karlar bu q\u0259d\u0259r mahn\u0131 b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259m\u0259zdil\u0259r. B\u0259s Leyli sevgisi, K\u0259r\u0259m yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131, \u015eeyx S\u0259nan ist\u0259yi n\u0259ymi\u015f g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n?!<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r Xuramana \u0259zab-iztirab verir, var\u0131ndan yox edirdi. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir varl\u0131q, \u00fclvi bir yaran\u0131\u015f, qibt\u0259 edil\u0259si, \u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcl\u0259si\u00a0 \u015f\u0259xs vard\u0131, olacaqd\u0131. B\u0259s indi? Bu aldan\u0131\u015fa g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259sd etsinmi, \u0259rinin \u015f\u0259klini divardan g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcnm\u00fc? B\u0259s xo\u015f, b\u0259xtiyar g\u00fcnl\u0259r, onlar\u0131n do\u011furdu\u011fu ya\u015famaq, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131? B\u0259s q\u0131z\u0131, onun g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi, sabah\u0131?!<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m? N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m onunla? Deyim ki, \u0259rim s\u0259ni nec\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259yirdi, sevdiyini s\u0259n\u0259 nec\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259yirdi? Evli oldu\u011funu, q\u0131z\u0131 oldu\u011funu, onlara \u201cSizi d\u00fcnyalar q\u0259d\u0259r sevir\u0259m\u201d dediyini s\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n

O q\u0131z – \u018fziz\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyini \u00e7\u0259kib. O, b\u0259lk\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox iztirab, pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kir. M\u0259n onun k\u0259binli arvad\u0131 idim. Q\u0131z\u0131m, ail\u0259m, evim var. O is\u0259 subay, m\u0259sum, bakir\u0259 q\u0131z. Ail\u0259 qurmaq x\u0259yal\u0131 il\u0259 Murada sar\u0131 add\u0131m at\u0131b. B\u0259lk\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259y\u0259 deyibmi\u015f ki, m\u0259ni bo\u015fay\u0131b, onu alacaq! Yaxud bel\u0259 fikri varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Ey dili qafil, b\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0131zla yax\u0131nl\u0131q edib? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bir q\u0131z onun yadigar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259tnind\u0259 g\u0259zdirir?<\/p>\n

Xuraman \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Murad\u0131n qara \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259li \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 tutub: \u201cH\u0259, Murad, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu suallara n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259rdin?\u201d<\/p>\n

Muradsusurdu. Obirdahadan\u0131\u015fmayacaqd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcnsirl\u0259rini\u00f6z\u00fcil\u0259aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. AmmaXuramanonusevirdi, onanifr\u0259ted\u0259bilmirdi, bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi!R\u0259fiq\u0259siyalandeyirdi. Odahahe\u00e7kiml\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Gec\u0259l\u0259ronsuzdaMurad\u0131nx\u0259yal\u0131il\u0259yata\u011fagirir. Onunx\u0259yal\u0131il\u0259qucaqla\u015f\u0131r, m\u0259n\u0259viv\u0259fizikirahatl\u0131qtap\u0131r. Muradyuxular\u0131nag\u0259lir. Amma\u0259vv\u0259lkikimi, \u015f\u0259n, b\u0259xtiyaryox, birq\u0259d\u0259rq\u00fcss\u0259li, s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259lig\u0259lir. El\u0259biln\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259ehtiyatedir, sirrininfa\u015folaca\u011f\u0131ndanqorxur. Xuraman\u0131qucaqlay\u0131r, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131onunsin\u0259sin\u0259qoyur, \u0259ll\u0259riil\u0259b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259s\u0131\u011fal\u00e7\u0259kir. AmmaXuramanhissedirki, Murad\u0259vv\u0259lkikimih\u0259rar\u0259tlideyil, \u0259ll\u0259rinin, sin\u0259sininh\u0259rar\u0259tiel\u0259bilazal\u0131b. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrinsanm\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tiniikiyer\u0259b\u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259, sin\u0259sind\u0259ikisevgig\u0259zdir\u0259nd\u0259, h\u0259rar\u0259ti, istiliyiazal\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Murad, s\u0259nm\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tiniyar\u0131yab\u00f6ls\u0259nd\u0259, m\u0259nb\u00f6l\u0259ndeyi\u00adl\u0259m!S\u0259nm\u0259nim\u00e7inyen\u0259varsan, olacaqsan, s\u0259n\u0259olane\u015fqimm\u0259niya\u015fadacaq! Q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. E\u015fidirs\u0259n, Murad, rahatyat. M\u0259nm\u00f6hk\u0259madamam, x\u0259yan\u0259t\u0259x\u0259yan\u0259tl\u0259cavabver\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259nde\u00adyil\u0259m. S\u0259ninruhunuincitm\u0259r\u0259m, narahatolma. M\u0259n\u0259verdiyinsevgi\u00f6mr\u00fcmboyub\u0259simdir. Ammabirazs\u0259nd\u0259ngileyimvar.<\/p>\n

Xuraman\u015f\u0259kli\u00e7\u0131xard\u0131, yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131il\u0259qara\u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259nisilib, Mu\u00adra\u00add\u0131n\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n\u00f6pd\u00fcv\u0259\u015f\u0259kliyenid\u0259nasd\u0131. Sonraobiriota\u011fake\u00e7di.<\/p>\n

Arzuyat\u0131rd\u0131. Yor\u011fanbirq\u0259d\u0259r\u00e7iynind\u0259na\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yor\u00ad\u011fan\u0131onun\u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259\u00e7\u0259km\u0259kist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259q\u0131zg\u00f6zl\u0259rinia\u00e7d\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Anacan, h\u0259l\u0259yatmam\u0131san?\u00a0 Qurbanolum, ana, dahaa\u011flama. Yoxsam\u0259nd\u0259a\u011flaram.<\/p>\n

Xuraman \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u00fcss\u0259sis g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k ist\u0259di:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Yoxq\u0131z\u0131ma\u011flamam\u0131\u015fam. \u0130ndiyataca\u011fam. O, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00add\u0259n\u00f6pd\u00fc. \u0130ndis\u0259ninatanda, anandam\u0259n\u0259m, q\u0131z\u0131m. D\u00f6rdya\u015f\u0131ndanta\u00adleyin\u0259atas\u0131zl\u0131qd\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. S\u0259nianas\u0131zdaqoyabilm\u0259r\u0259m. Bizya\u015fa\u00admal\u0131y\u0131q, s\u0259ns\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131\u00e7\u0259km\u0259m\u0259lis\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Xuramanpaltar\u0131n\u0131\u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b\u00e7arpay\u0131yasar\u0131getdi. Muradbel\u0259anlarda, \u00e7arpay\u0131dasakitc\u0259uzanar, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcyatm\u0131\u015fg\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259rdi. El\u0259ki, Xuramanyerin\u0259girirdi, Muradtezqollar\u0131n\u0131a\u00e7\u0131bonuba\u011fr\u0131nabas\u0131r, \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r\u0259q\u0259rqedirdi. Onag\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259Xuramanbirn\u00f6vad\u0259tk\u0259rd\u0259olmu\u015fdu. \u00c7arpay\u0131yayax\u0131nla\u015fandaqeyri-ixtiyaribax\u0131\u015flar\u0131Murad\u0131nyerin\u0259dikilirdi. Yeriis\u0259bo\u015fidi. Onunyast\u0131\u011f\u0131nad\u0259ym\u0259mi\u015fdi. YataqdaMuraddanqalanbirc\u0259oidi. Yor\u011fanda, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259kd\u0259ikisininidi. T\u0259kc\u0259h\u0259r\u0259ninayr\u0131cayast\u0131\u011f\u0131vard\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259nyast\u0131\u011f\u0131nbiribirm\u00fcdd\u0259tsahibinig\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. \u0130kib\u0259d\u0259nbir-birin\u0259qovu\u015fananlarda. Sonrah\u0259r\u0259ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131\u00f6zyast\u0131\u011f\u0131naqoyar, \u015firinyuxuyaged\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

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Sevgilim art\u0131q \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f, qal\u0131b haray\u0131m<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ay \u00e7axan \u015fim\u015f\u0259kl\u0259r, vurun siz m\u0259ni<\/em><\/p>\n

Sevgilim art\u0131q \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f, qal\u0131b haray\u0131m<\/em><\/p>\n

(mahn\u0131dan)<\/strong><\/p>\n

Saat\u0131n cingiltili s\u0259si s\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n Xuraman\u0131 yuxudan oyatd\u0131. Bu g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131. Arzunu da ba\u011f\u00e7aya aparmal\u0131 idi. \u00c7aydan\u0131 qa\u00adz\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu, soyuducudan ya\u011f, pendir \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131 ki, bir az isin\u00adsin. Vanna ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib yuyundu. Dodaqlar\u0131na pomada, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00adm\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kl\u0259 aras\u0131 yox idi. Murad da m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. B\u0259zi qa\u00add\u0131nlara Allah-taala g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi \u00f6z\u00fc verib. Amma onlar da r\u0259ng\u00adl\u0259\u00adnir\u00adl\u0259r. \u018fslind\u0259 \u00fcz-g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r, bundan daha yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Xuraman azac\u0131q \u0259tirl\u0259n\u0259rdi. \u018ftirli sabunlarla yuyunard\u0131, v\u0259ssalam. Onun b\u0259z\u0259k-d\u00fcz\u0259yi bundan ibar\u0259t idi. Murad\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u0259tir \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yi d\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ay\u0131 d\u0259ml\u0259yib Arzunu oyatd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yini yeyib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. Xuraman \u018fziz\u0259 il\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmaq\u00a0 ist\u0259mirdi. T\u0259z\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 e\u015fid\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259n qorxurdu.<\/p>\n

Odur ki, day\u0259 il\u0259 rastla\u015fmas\u0131ndan istifad\u0259 edib Arzunu ona t\u0259hvil verdi. Ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc d\u0259 \u018fziz\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259di, Arzudan da onun bar\u0259\u00adsind\u0259 soru\u015fmad\u0131. Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011f\u00e7adan g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nd\u0259 Arzu dedi ki, d\u00fcn\u0259n d\u0259, bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. N\u00f6vb\u0259tig\u00fcn\u00f6z\u00fc\u018fziz\u0259nisoru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

Arzudedi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Bizd\u0259indiba\u015fqam\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

Xuramanfikr\u0259getdi: \u201cY\u0259qinonunlag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259m\u0259k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnqru\u00adpunud\u0259yi\u015fib\u201d.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Ba\u011f\u00e7ada, h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259oynayandag\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n\u018fziz\u0259m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

Arzu ani fikirl\u0259\u015fib cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 G\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Xuraman fikrini bildirdi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Y\u0259qinm\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259gedib.<\/p>\n

Arzu t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Haragedib?<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 M\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259\u2026<\/p>\n

Bir \u015fey ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n Arzu yenid\u0259n soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Oharad\u0131r, ana ?<\/p>\n

Xuraman\u0131g\u00fclm\u0259ktutdu:<\/p>\n

– Q\u0131z\u0131m, m\u0259zuniyy\u0259tyerdeyil. \u0130ld\u0259h\u0259radamabirayistirah\u0259tverirl\u0259r. \u0130\u015fl\u0259yirik, dinc\u0259lm\u0259liyikd\u0259. Yoxsailboyui\u015fl\u0259s\u0259adam\u0259ld\u0259nd\u00fc\u015f\u0259r.<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 B\u0259s, anacan, h\u0259rd\u0259nba\u011f\u00e7ayagetmirikax\u0131. M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259g\u0259lmir. Evd\u0259qal\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Xuraman q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b \u00f6pd\u00fc v\u0259 onu ba\u015fa salma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 D\u00fczdeyirs\u0259n, balas\u0131, el\u0259yervaralt\u0131g\u00fcni\u015fl\u0259yibbirg\u00fcnistirah\u0259tedirl\u0259r. El\u0259yerd\u0259varki, be\u015fg\u00fcni\u015fl\u0259yibikig\u00fcndinc\u0259lirl\u0259r. H\u0259l\u0259bayramg\u00fcnl\u0259rid\u0259i\u015folmur. Bunlardavar, ild\u0259birayl\u0131qistirah\u0259td\u0259. H\u0259l\u0259el\u0259l\u0259rivarki, onlaraikiayistirah\u0259tverirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Arzusevindi:<\/p>\n

-Anacan, m\u0259n\u018fziz\u0259m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259ni\u00e7oxist\u0259yir\u0259m. O, yax\u015f\u0131m\u00fc\u00ad\u0259l\u00adlim\u0259dir. Dem\u0259k, evd\u0259dinc\u0259libyen\u0259g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k\u2026 N\u0259yax\u015f\u0131oldu, m\u0259nd\u0259el\u0259bilirdim, dahabizimqrupdai\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Xuramanq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131nsevincin\u0259\u015f\u0259rik\u00e7\u0131xaraq:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k,- dedi.<\/p>\n

\u018fziz\u0259il\u0259rastla\u015fmamaq\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnqrupota\u011f\u0131ndanaral\u0131dadayananXuramanonunu\u015faq ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131ndaolmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131y\u0259qinl\u0259\u015fdiribq\u0259rara ald\u0131 ki, t\u0259z\u0259t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7iil\u0259tan\u0131\u015folsun. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fct\u0259qdimedib:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Arzununanas\u0131yam, – dedi.<\/p>\n

T\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7id\u0259\u00f6zn\u00f6vb\u0259sind\u0259:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 \u00c7ox\u015fadam, – dedi. -Arzuyax\u015f\u0131balad\u0131r. M\u0259\u015f\u011f\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259yax\u015f\u0131i\u015ftirakedir. Oyunlardayolda\u015flar\u0131ndangeriqalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Xuraman x\u0259b\u0259r ald\u0131:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Siz\u018fziz\u0259m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259ni\u0259v\u0259zedirsiniz?<\/p>\n

T\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7i ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Yox, \u0259mrimit\u0259z\u0259veribl\u0259r. M\u0259nonunyerind\u0259i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Xuraman t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcn\u00fc gizl\u0259tm\u0259di:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Onunyerind\u0259? B\u0259sohans\u0131qrupdad\u0131r?<\/p>\n

T\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7i cavab\u0131nda dedi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 \u018fziz\u0259dahaba\u011f\u00e7adai\u015fl\u0259mir. \u018friz\u0259yaz\u0131b\u00f6zxahi\u015fiil\u0259i\u015fd\u0259n\u00e7\u0131x\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Mat\u0131-mutu qurumu\u015f Xuraman soru\u015fdu:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 \u00c7\u0131x\u0131b? B\u0259sharagedib?<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Dey\u0259s\u0259nrayona\u00a0 \u2013 ata\u2013anas\u0131n\u0131nyan\u0131na \u2026<\/p>\n

Xuramanbud\u0259f\u0259 u\u015faq \u00a0ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131ndanac\u0131t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfhissil\u0259qay\u0131td\u0131. \u018fzi\u00adz\u0259ninx\u0259triniodaist\u0259yirdi. \u018friil\u0259olanm\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259\u00a0 g\u00f6r\u0259onuq\u0259tiyy\u0259nq\u0131nam\u0131rd\u0131. O, g\u0259nc, t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259sizq\u0131zidi. X\u0259yallar\u0131nda\u00a0 g\u0259l\u0259\u00adc\u0259kg\u00fcnl\u0259rinplanlar\u0131n\u0131qurur, sabah\u0131ne\u015fqiil\u0259arzular\u0131n\u0131nh\u0259yatake\u00e7m\u0259sinig\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Ax\u0131r\u0131dabel\u0259 \u2026 E\u015fqida\u015fad\u0259yib\u00e7ilikl\u0259ndi. Arzular\u0131, dil\u0259kl\u0259ripu\u00e7oldu. \u00dcmidl\u0259ri\u00a0 q\u00f6n\u00e7\u0259ik\u0259nsoldu.\u00a0 \u00a0Xuramanbirc\u0259\u015feyiba\u015fad\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fc: n\u0259\u0259c\u0259bMurad\u0131n\u00f6l\u00fc\u00adm\u00fcnd\u0259nx\u0259b\u0259riolmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

O, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n\u0259lind\u0259ntutubgets\u0259d\u0259,d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r\u0259el\u0259qap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131ki, Arzununvarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yan\u0131nda\u00a0 oldu\u011funubel\u0259unutmu\u015fdu. Bird\u0259nArzudill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Ana, t\u0259z\u0259t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7imizn\u0259dedi, \u018fziz\u0259m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259n\u0259vaxtqay\u0131dacaq?<\/p>\n

Xuramanbir\u0259vv\u0259list\u0259didesinki, o, birdahaba\u011f\u00e7ayaqay\u0131tmayacaq. Lakinq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n\u00fcmidiniq\u0131rmamaq\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn:<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Obilmir,- dedi. Sonra\u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259fikirl\u0259\u015fdi: \u201cArzuyas\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcdem\u0259dim. Bel\u0259yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Yava\u015f\u2013yava\u015fonunyoxlu\u011funaal\u0131\u015far. Ozaman\u00a0 h\u0259qiq\u0259tis\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259t\u0259siriazolar\u201d.<\/p>\n

Onlarart\u0131qev\u0259\u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Xuraman\u00e7antas\u0131ndana\u00e7ar\u0131\u00e7\u0131xa\u00adr\u0131bqap\u0131n\u0131a\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

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